Against my arranged marriage.

Chapter eight - What does this mean for us?

~laura~

When i finally stopped kissing Ash, my head filled with confusion.. I didn't know what to do.. I didn't understand. I felt a tear drop go down my face.. Ash is staring at me, i feel so intimidated right now, you don't even understand. 

"I'm sorry." I told Ash, before making a dramatic exit out of his house.. I didn't mean for any of this, now it's going to be so awkward between me and Ash... Why can't we just be friends? Do you realize how cliche' this is? Why can't we just be friends without being nothing more? Ugh i hate this.

I walked home, thinking about all of this on the way, I was trying not to cry.. But at so many points i felt my eyes go glassy.. I wonder how Ash feels? What he's thinking? 

He'ss only gone and kissed a girl who's in an arranged marriage with the famous Luke Carter? I hope he's not in love with me, because otherwise it's going to leave with a difficult choice, as i won't be aloud to see Ash anymore. If i tell my parents about this they'll defiantly see Ash as a threat, so i'm defiantly not saying aa word about this to them.

I arrived outside my house, i hate this place.. I need to get a job, move out.. Live my life. I am sixteen now, I guess it's about time i grow up.

It's 7;38pm.. Right i'm just going to go to sleep early so i can switch off and stop thinking about this, i want to forget about this big mess, even thought it's mostly my fault for not telling Ash that i have to marry Luke, ugh it's so complicated litteralty.. i've had enough of this, two months ago my life was fine, now it's like this.

I thought about this situation a little more, before drifting off into a nice deep sleep, where i didn't think about any of the current events which were happening in my life.

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I woke up for school.. I had a great sleep, but i think i've slept too much...  I'll probably be up for the whole of tonight thinking about stuff.

I'm dreading school today, it's going to be so awkward litteraly I may have to hang out with my friends who are obsessed with Luke.

I got on my phone to see that i have a message from Ash, great.

Ash: Laura i'm so sorry for everything especially kissing you, i could see that i had hurt you like in your eyes and i never meant for that, i would never want to hurt you Laura. It's just I.. It's so complicated and cliche' Laura, in fact i would be better if i didn't say, because i know all you want is for us to be friends, and i understand that. I can do whatever you want so long as your happy... And do you still want a lift to school? Or do you plan on making another detour to school?x

It's either get a lift with Ash, or walk alone.

Me: Can i have a lift?

he instantly replied,

Ash: sure.x

Why does he have to send kisses?

I don't need to reply to that message.. What am i supposed to say?

I decide that it's time for me to get ready for school.. Today i'm not going to apply any makeup what so ever, as Ash may get the wrong idea thinking that i'm getting all dressed up for him, when i'm not.. also i just can't be bothered, it's just a waste of time.

Once i'm ready, i get my phone and sit downstairs on the sofa, i'm actually home alone for once.

Ash is late today, um ok... Is this because of what happened last night? Because if it is, that's just pathetic, like really pathetic.

By kissing Ash, i feel like i've betrayed my family, they're making me marry Luke, and i've gone and kissed another guy.. I wonder if Luke's back? And how would he react if he knew that i had kissed Ash..

I switch the Tv on and flick through the channels there's actually nothing on, literally.. It's all news and weather *yawns* it bores me.

My phone buzzes.. Ash is here?

No, it's not even Ash.

Luke: We need to talk Laura.

So he's finally back in town after his tantrum, took him long enough to recover from that.

I instantly rolled my eyes, why would i want to talk to him? He's a spoiled brat... I'm not even going to reply, and i have my read recipients on so he'll be able to see that i've read it.. He probably never, usually gets ignored..

How did Luke even get my number?

I stay sat on the sofa with my rucksack, waiting for my lift from Ash, which  i'm dreading because i know how awkward  it's going to be.

My phone went off again..

Ash: I'm outside x

Please stop with the kisses.

I rolled my eyes again, before putting my rucsac on.. Walking towards the front door, and leaving this house of mine.. I could see Ash in his car. He looked at my through the window.. He made eye contact with me, i hate making eye contact.. 

All i can say is that this is going to be awful.

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A/N

I'm not sure on this chapter, but i just thought i should update, because sundays my update day and everything. This books getting harder to write to be honest, this is quite short, but it's a 1000 words, and it's also unedited :/ sorry about that. I don't have enough time to write and edit.. so um Yeah. I don't even know where i'm going with this book.

Team Ash or Team Luke? 

Next update: Sunday, because i have heaps of homework to do, and on saturday i'll plan out the chapter..

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