confusion

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Bev's POV

I pushed myself onto my feet, swaying as I tried to stay upright. Between what had just been said, and the small beating, I was a little out of it. I pushed my self forward and walked to Mike's place. Of course by now it was day and the boys were all sitting on the front porch looking worried and talking among themselves. When they saw me, they ran to me with looks of mixed emotion. Of course these mixed emotions were anger and concern. I looked at the ground, knowing that they wouldn't understand why I did what I did.

"Where the hell were you?" Mike said looking beyond pissed.

"Well I-" i tried before getting cut off..

"What the f-f-f-f-f-f..." He paused, trying to get the word out. "What the f-fuck were you thinking. J-j-j-just leaving w-wi-without telling anyo-o-one where you were going?" Bill stuttered getting worse as he got more worked up.

"Well I-" i tried again.

"There's no fuckin excuse to why you didn't tell is where the hell you were going." Richie said.

"SHUT THE HELL UP" i screamed, finally getting them to shut up. "Thank you. Now what I was trying to say, was that i did something really stupid." I paused trying to think of how to tell them what happened.

"Hurry the hell up," Richie said. I gave him a glare that shut him the hell up fast.

"I tried to give myself up to the clown" They all stared at me with their mouths open and their eyes wide. I explained to them everything that happened, purposefully leaving out the whole kissing Henry thing. That was one thing that I couldn't let anyone find out about. But while I was thinking this through the boys were yelling about what a stupid idea it was and how taking a ride from Henry could have ended badly. But I just continued wondering why Henry had dramatically changed the way he did. It was almost like a girl when it's her time of the month, switching from kind to killer in a matter of seconds.

When the boys stopped freaking out, we decide to go into town to get some very needed ice cream so we could cool off. But right after stopping for ice cream, we ran into the infamous Henry Bowers. I had expected this though. I smiled and thought of the plan I had to get a reaction out of Henry. This was either going to piss him off or make him jealous, possibly even both. I turned to my right, seeing Bill and grabbing his hand pulling him to me. A look of rage started to creep onto Henry's face. "Kiss me," I whispered to Bill.

"W-w-what? Right n-n-n-now?" I nodded and he leaned forward kissing me. The second his lips touched mine I regretted this decision. I felt nothing when kissing Bill, but with Henry it was like my entire body was on fire. I pulled apart from Bill and looked at Henry, who practically had steam coming out of his ears. His face was contorted with rage and hurt. He reached out and grabbed my upper arm and he started walking away, dragging me behind him. I flinched from the pain and tried to pull against him. But of course he's much stronger than I am and pulls me easily behind him.

"Bev!" The boys shouted. They tried to follow, but Henry's stupid goons got in the way and pushed them back. Henry kept dragging me, until I grabbed onto a pole with my right and tried to not let him pull me. He gave my arm a hard yank, and I tripped and fell straight on top of him, we rolled and he ended up on top of me instead. I looked him in the eyes with a glare. Of course at this he only smiled... and then pinned my arms over my head with one hand. My heartbeat picked up and I gasped.

"W-What are you doing? Get off of me" I said trying to struggle out of his grip. He just stayed on top of me, a hungry look coming into his eyes. I wasn't sure what to do, so I tried to buck him off of me. But once again he didn't even move.

"I don't think I like it when you kiss other people" He says, and I go silent. My mouth drops open and I could feel my face get hot. How could he say this? No, he doesn't GET to say this, he has absolutely no right. I buck my hips hard enough to move him, then I bring up my knee full force, and knee him in the balls. "Fuck," he says, his voice strained, falling to the ground. "You fucking slut, you tease, I am going to get you good for this" he trails off, holding his lucky charms. I start to run, trying to get away from him. I head for the Barrens and suddenly get a feeling of Deja vu. This brings me back to the last day of school when I punched him in the eye.

I pushed myself to run faster, hoping the pain from running would drown the pain in my heart. I stopped running, when I realized that I couldn't go back to my friends. I had kissed Bill. Bill. FUCK. How could I have done that. I already knew that him and Ben like me, and now they're probably both upset and confused. That and I didn't think I could deal with any more questions for today. I sat down in the middle of the sidewalk trying to think of what to do. I couldn't go back to my dad's house, unless I wanted a near death beating. But then again, if I really begged for his forgiveness, then maybe it wouldnt be too bad.

I was thinking about this when a cop car pulled up next to me. Inside the car, sat Henry's dad with a familiar smirk on his face. "Hey bitch, don't you know kids are going missing? Your father is worried sick about you." he says. Just when I thought my heart could calm down it starts racing again. I wasn't sure of what to do. If I tried to run I might be put in hand cuffs, If I got into the car I would be taken home, and I would never be let out And who knows what my dad would do to me.

Out of the corner of my eye, I could see Henry. He was hiding behind something, just out of his dad's line of sight. I looked down and walked towards the car. I reluctantly got into the back seat and scrunched my nose. The car smelt of smoke and alcohol. He had an evil look on his face the entire drive to my house, which was only about five minutes. It seemed like the time couldn't go by fast enough, because he kept looking at me through his rearveiw mirror. It was really creepy, and I was almost happy when we got to my father's house.

When We pulled up, my father was already outside with a totally fake smile on his face. When I got out of the car, Henry's dad did the same. He guided me up the driveway by putting his hand at the small of my back, he let his hand go lower for a brief second, squeezing my ass before bringing his hand back to the small of my back. When we stood in front of my dad, I walked with my head down to stand by his side. He put his hand on my shoulder and squeezed hard, bringing tears to my eyes that threatened to spill out. With a fake smile, and fake concern in his voice he said, "Thank you so very much for getting my daughter back safely, I've been worried sick." Henry's dad only nodded. He looked me up and down one more time before leaving.

"You are in so much fucking trouble,"He said before dragging me inside the house.

So what do you guys think? I know its been forever since I last updated and for that I am so very sorry. I really want to update more but I always lose track of time. I hope you can forgive me. please vote and comment. I love you all, and your comments always inspire me! Stay with me even when I dont update for a while, because no matter what I'll update again. So long and goodnight!

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