Okayyyyyyyyyyy well this is another BTS 8th member imagine book.
Well personally I think it's a shitty book. If u read and like this book then leave a comment as to why u like to read this book?
I love u all and obviously Park Jimin (bias)
100k: 10...
This started a few months back, after receiving a death threat from an anti-fan. The words shook me to my fire making me resort to my current addiction - cigarettes.
They give me some kind of relief from stress and anxiety and fear. The boys don't know about this and I don't want them to. I almost finish 2 packs in one day, that's almost 20 cigs and I'm getting more and more addicted to it. The smallest amount of stress makes me want a cigarette.
The past few days have been stressful with rehearsals, practice sessions that taking a free time is hard. So to get some relaxation I went to the terrace of the building and lit a cigarette
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I took a long drag and let out the smoke in the air with the smoke I felt stress leaving my body also. I sat on one of the benches on top of the terrace and looked at the busy streets of Seoul with tall buildings in every corner of my eye.
"(Y/n) here u are!" I quickly hid my cigarette and looked towards the door, it was taehyung. "Hey what's wrong?" I asked him "nothing much, just Jin hyung was getting worried cuz he couldn't find u. And what's that in your hand (y/n)?" Tae enquired
Shit
"Ahhh nothing" I dropped the cigarette on the floor and sneakily stomped on it. "Well tell Jin hyung I'm coming it was just getting hard to breath down there" I said "ok come down soon... we'll have one more dance practice then we'll go back to the dorms" he said and went away
Taes' POV I hope you'll stop (y/n)!!
(Y/n)'s POV I went back to the practice room and we had one last rehearsal and all of us were completely exhausted. Dancing is enough to get fit...
We all downed our water from our water bottles and let out huge sighs.. "man today's practice was so rough" Suga said as he wiped his face in his towel "I know right" namjoon said next as he put his towel around the back of his neck and letting out a sigh.
We all went back to our dorms after practice and since everyone was hungry we decided to have some rameyon bcz it was our comfort food (even though we're kinda in a diet). Jin and I made two packets of each of ours favourite rameyon and called them to get their rameyon one after the other...me and Jin had our last.
After everything was gone from our plates we're full in stomach and our mind too cuz we're very happy that we had some rameyon. We decided to go back to our rooms and just relax for the day and not to much work today. I went back to my room and opened my rooms window and lit a cigarette and took a long drag from it and let out the smoke out the window.
***** My cigarette addiction grew each passing day and I was having a whole pack by half a day and I knew it was hampering me....but I didn't know how to get rid of my addition. I was getting worried that this addiction will cause me to loose my life my work that I worked so hard to gain. So I decided to tell Jin.
I went towards Jin and jimins room and knocked on the door and I heard a small "come in" I opened the door to see jimin sitting in front of his desk and his phone with V-Live on "ahhh army's it's (y/n)" jimin said in the screen I reached him and leaned forward to the screen a little "hiyaaa army's it's your little (y/n) I hope you're all good today" I said and saw messages came flooding "wow" I and both jimin said at the same time...I looked at jimin "where is Jin?" I asked "do u need him?" Jimin enquired "yea I wanted to tell him something...it's about me" I said "is everything okay (y/n)?" He asked again "yes chimchim don't worry you'll know about it soon too...so where is he?" I asked again "he went to take a bath he should be out soon....u can wait here if u want" he said "nah u do your V-Live...send him to my room please...thank u" I said and kissed him on top of his head and exited the room and went back to my room.
I heard a knock on my room door and saw Jin come in "heyy u needed me for something?" He asked and sat down at my bed "yeah....well jinnie I've a thing to say something to u" I said playing with my fingers "well I kinda am addicted to smoking" I said and I heard a gasp from beside me "why (y/n)?" He asked calmly and placed a hand on top of my shoulder "it was became my stress releaser.... whenever I felt very stressed out I used to smoke and it kinda became an addiction...I want to stop this jinnie. Please help me" I said turning towards him and holding his hands in mine and looking at him with pleading eyes.
"Don't worry (y/n)-ah I'll help u...can I tell namjoon about this?" He asked and I nodded my head "don't worry (y/n) we're here to help u always" Jin said as he held my face in his hands and kissed me on my forehead "u r very dear to us and we'll do everything in our power to help u" he said "but now u hand me over your cigarette packs" he said as he stood up from my bed...I nodded and went to my computer table and opened a drawer and pulled out my 3 cigarette packs along with the lighter and gave them to him. "Why do u have 3 packs?" He asked a bit confused "well i don't get out much and there's a chance of getting caught so whenever I do go out I be extra careful while buying and so I buy a few extra" I said "oh I see...ok....dinner we'll be on usual time why don't u do some work by that time" he said ruffled my hair and went out the door.
I let out a huff of air and sat down on the bed... God what will happen now?
************************************ I'm thinking of making a part 2 for this......this is kinda a story of my life too.... Anyways hope u liked it ♥️
