🌸BTS 8TH MEMBER IMAGINES🌸

CUT (request)

Requested by: Jinjinjjangjjang

For the last couple of days with the stress from our upcoming tour. Whole days are only being passed by dance practice and vocal practices.

The stress is getting so bad that I'm starting to make mistakes in our dance practices. At first the boys weren't saying anything, but as days went by I started to get scolded by hobi.

But today I didn't thought it will go this far. Same as other days I made a mistake in the dance routine and hobi started to yell at me but this time Jin and Joon also joined him yelling " YOU SHOULD JUST LEAVE THE GROUP. I DON'T KNOW WHY YOU'RE PUT IN OUR GROUP IN THE FIRST PLACE. YOU'RE SUCH A LOSS OF GOOD SPACE." Joon yelled "JUST RESIGN SO WE CAN GIVE YOUR POSITION TO SOMEONE ELSE WHO DESERVES IT" this time Jin yelled.

Hearing such words from them felt as if someone put arrows dipped in poison in my heart. I turned my head and looked at the others, their faces held sympathy and sadness. I looked back at the three in front of me and I just nodded and went out of the practice room. "LETS DO THIS ONE MORE TIME FROM THE BEGINNING 1.....2...3..." I heard hobi yell before restarting the music.

I went inside my room and sat down on my bed and looked at my hand, tears blurring my vision. I pushed myself up and went inside the bathroom and got my razor and sat in my bathtub.

Looks like I'm really a lost of good space.

Thinking that I pulled a line on my wrist, it didn't pain at all, maybe because my heartache was greater than my cut.

Worthless

*Cut*

Useless

*Cut*

This went on for a while, cuz my head started to feel light and my forearm was painted red. I threw the razor at the end of my bathtub and put my hand on the side of the bathtub, blood dripping on the floor. I leaned my head back on the cold tile and let out a sigh.

I closed my eyes as my head started to spin and I got even more dizzier as I felt blood drip on the floor.

The bathroom door flew open and I heard a gasp, I turned to look at the person standing at my bathroom door, the last thing I saw was, them running towards me saying something but my eyes closed and I fell asleep.

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I opened my eyes and saw a white room, I looked down and saw my arm bandaged up and a IV drip attached to my arm. I looked around the room and saw hobi beside my bed with his head down near my feet, sleeping. Jin and Joon in the sofa at the corner of the room also sleeping. I smiled a small smile and closed my eyes again falling back asleep.

Hope you liked it 💜

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The festival that I was talking about ended yesterday, and I'm sad. Anyway, this chapter is small and not so good I guess.

Whatever, I love you guys

-megan