A Thin Line Between Love and Hate (Kurtbastian)

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"... she wants me back in New York, obviously, but I told her I have some things to sort out first, so I can't really do anything yet, but I want to go back so bad - I miss it." Kurt shrugged as he spoke about his boss at vogue.com, sipping his coffee.
A soft chuckle was all he was met with.
"It's important you help Rachel get the glee club back on its feet properly."

For a split second, kurt missed the meerkat smile, and snarky comment he would've gotten for ranting. Or maybe even the "then why don't we go back together? Rachel's a nightmare anyway.."

But he hadn't seen Sebastian since that night two weeks ago.

***
"Please give us a chance?"
Blaine looked so hopeless, but Kurt couldn't help snort slightly.

"Blaine, you realise we aren't characters in a musical, right? You can't just sing and make all problems go away."
He crossed his arms. He loved the gesture, but it was getting old.
Besides, that song didn't only remind him of their first meeting, but also of how he'd found out about Blaine cheating on him.

"There's really only one problem." Blaine muttered, to himself, but it wasn't loud enough for Kurt to hear.

"Please just give us a chance, kurt." He repeated

Thinking back on the past weeks with Sebastian, the kisses they'd shared, Kurt could barely bring himself to say anything.
***

Kurt shook his head, sighing. Every kiss he shared with Blaine, reminded him of Sebastian's lips against his. Every hug, reminded him of the hug he'd given Sebastian.
Every time they drank coffee, he was reminded of the many weeks he and Sebastian had spent just a table away.
Every time they sang together, Kurt was reminded of how they'd never, he and Sebastian, had never sung together.

He missed him terribly.

Kurt had suspected that Sebastian would try contact him once he was back in town. Maybe try to convince him that He shouldn't be with blaine. But he hadn't received a text, and it wasn't like Kurt could text him, without Blaine growing suspicious.

Kurt sometimes, when he was alone, wondered if it was the right decision he'd made. More often than not he came to the conclusion that it wasn't. But then he'd come to school to help out Rachel, and see Blaine there with flowers, or just ready to help, even though he was coaching the warblers. And stuff with blaine were familiar.
But why was he missing Sebastian so much?
Just two weeks ago, he'd have been thrilled to be back with blaine, but something had changed.

He didn't want that anymore, did he?
But obviously Sebastian didn't care for him.
***

It was late, Kurt was sleeping, curled up in Blaine's arms. Blaine watched him, a smile on his face. He'd gotten him back. Kurts phone lit up on the nightstand. Blaine couldn't resist looking.

-I'm back, princess, coffee tomorrow?
~Sebastian.

Still remembering Kurts password; Blaine logged onto his phone, and deleted the message. He then clicked on Sebastian's contact, and blocked it, deleting the number.

Kurt wouldn't need it anymore.
***
Sebastian walked past the Lima bean, stopping dead in his tracks when he saw who was there with Kurt through the glass doors. Kurt had never responded to his text. Now he saw why. It felt like his heart broke just a little bit. But he was filled with anger, when he saw the look on Blaine's face when he noticed Sebastian.

Inside the café, Blaine lightly touched Kurts hand. "I'll be right back." He said, before walking outside, where Sebastian was standing frozen.

"Looks Like you're too late, smythe."

Sebastian, for once, couldn't even muster up a snarky reply.

"Forget about him. He's mine."