Why him.

Calvin

Olivia entered the squad agitated and hurried "you OK?" Elliot asked and Olivia sighed.

"Noah's in hospital, he had an asthma attack" she said plonking down at her desk. 

"Oh I'm so sorry.." Elliot trailed and Olivia just nodded. Since there was no cases Elliot told her to rest so she went to the cribs and laid down on a bunk. She kept having nightmares about Noah dying, it scared her to know that's what she was thinking in her subconscious mind. She tossed and turned trying to get the images out of her head but she just couldn't, tears streamed down her fave and once she started to cry she couldn't stop.
Elliot's POV.

I was sitting at my desk, it was a slow day not many cases, I finished my paperwork and was halfway through Liv's when Cragen called me to his office. "Elliot I have some bad news" he said and I was worried now.

"What is it? Is it Noah?" I asked in a panic but he shook his head.

"It's Calvin"

"Calvin as in Liv's Calvin?"" I asked shocked but I didn't wait for a reply "well what about him?" I ask.

"He's missing, his grandparents died two years ago and he was in a home for awhile then back with his mother but recently he moved in with his father and now he's missing" he said. "Well we gotta tell Liv!" I said turning to head out the door.

"No! You let her sleep, this isn't her case, I'm only telling you because they found Vivianne's body and IAB think you're a suspect well you and Liv" he said and now I was insulted.

"Why me?" I ask feeling annoyed now.

"Because they found Olivia's card shoved down her thought and we found partial prints which match yours, and also legally Olivia is Calvin's guardian" he said and it just got worse and worse. "IAB are waiting for you, so I suggest you go" he said and now I was more confused.

"What about liv?"

"Go!"

I was then brought to interrogation by Ed Tucker. "So where were you yesterday morning between 1:00am and 3:00am. he asked and I didn't answer.

"Detective!" he snapped and I looked at him.

"I was with Olivia"

"Doing what.."

"....sleeping"

"And by sleeping do you mean having sex?"

"No I mean sleeping did I not make it clear the first time?"

"Alright... Well you can go now" he said and I didn't say a word just quickly got up and walked out.

Nobody's POV.

Olivia sat up screaming, she was having that dream again, Nick rushed in to see what was going on. "Liv it sounded like you were being murdered in here" he said but Olivia didn't reply. "Seriously I thought you were dead"

"Don't say the D word" she whispered and Nick just gave her a sideways glance.

"OK? Are you feeling alright? Do you need a doctor? Melinda's in the squad" he said but Olivia shook her head and stood up.

"Just nightmares" she said and he gave her a sympathetic look.

"Lewis I know" he sighed putting a hand on her shoulder but she pulled away.

"No! I'm talking about Noah but thanks for putting that in my head" Olivia snapped before quickly apologising, knowing Nick was only trying to be kind.

She decided to go for a walk to clear her head, she needed to be focused, Lewis was having a parole hearing in two weeks and she wasn't even prepared, on top of that Noah was sick. "Hey kid stop!" a man yelled and Olivia looked to see a young boy with blood on his face and when she saw him she knew it was Calvin.

"Olivia!" he exclaimed almost jumping into her arms.

"Calvin! What happened? Why're you here why aren't you with your grandparents?" Olivia asked and Calvin began to cry.

"They're dead! My mom's dead too they're all dead!" he sobbed and Olivia brought him in close and kissed his forehead softly.

"Shh it's OK, we'll find out who did this" she said gliding her hand through his hair.

"Olivia, can I ask you something?" Calvin asked and Olivia nodded.

"Of course baby, anything, anything at all" she whispered.

"Will they take me again?" he asked quietly.

"Oh I dunno sweetheart but we have to get you to the precinct now so we can find your legal guardian" Olivia said taking Calvin's hand.

"You're my legal guardian" he said handing her a piece of paper. On it was forms Vivianne had signed giving Olivia full custodial rights over Calvin. The paper was covered in blood which scared Olivia.

"What happened to you?" Olivia said almost in a whisper.

"My mom and my dad were fighting... There was shouting and screaming and that's all I can remember" he said and Olivia picked up her pace walking faster towards the precinct.

"Why're we going faster?" Calvin asked and Olivia sighed.

"Because we are" she said trying to seem as less rude as possible. She entered the squad hurriedly and Cragen was shocked to see Calvin.

"What's going on here?"

"Calvin and I ran into each other in the street"

"Literally" Calvin added. Just then a lawyer walked in, fearing it was an ACS case worker Calvin brought himself close to Olivia holding her hand tightly.

"Olivia Benson?" he asked.

"Yes?" Olivia answered with a question.

"I'm the defence attorney for Mr. Lewis and I just wanted to let you know that the court date has been moved, to two days time" he said and just then Barba walked in.

"Liv I need your victim impact statement for- oh" he said realising Olivia had already known.

That night - Calvin's POV.

Olivia took me back to her place, when we entered I saw baby toys everywhere, then a babysitter then a baby! "Who's that?" I ask and Olivia looks at me hesitantly.

"Calvin... this is Noah" she said and I was too tired to ask questions, I'd just have to wait until the morning.

"Thanks Lucy" Olivia said paying the girl.

"It was no trouble oh and they gave me an inhaler I put it in his changing bag" she said and after that Olivia set up the guest bedroom.

"Thanks liv" I say quietly getting under the covers. She kissed my forehead and we said good night.

"No! I don't wanna go anywhere Olivia please don't let them take me I'll do anything please!" I said hugging Olivia.

"Let him go!" My mom yelled but Olivia wouldn't let me go, then they finally got us apart but I didn't wanna go "OLIVIA!!"

"It's OK Calvin"

"Olivia! Olivia! Olivia! Please don't let them take me no no Olivia! Olivia.."

I sat up feeling fear rush through me, it was just a nightmare but still I didn't wanna be alone. I know it was childish, I was almost 13 and I didn't wanna sleep alone, well I have been through a lot. "Olivia" I whispered tapping her gently.

"Huh?" she groaned still half asleep.

"Can I sleep with you?" I ask in a whisper.

"Sure.." she trails sleepily, I've a feeling if I asked her for a million dollars she'd say yes, that's how tired and unaware she is. I climb in next to her and snuggle up close,making me feel nice and warm, she wraps her arms around me, making me feel safe and loved.
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