silent tears in my coffee cup
my happiness is tainted
my peace disturbed
you're part of my past
but you're continuously haunting
the present
memories swirling
your face clearer than ever
your touch clings to my skin
you're nowhere near
yet I feel your presence
to be summoned
and you'd be right here
right ? no , that's the fantasy
that I hold on to
I'll never be the cause
of your smile
you'll never be mine
