what am i talking about ? I'm talking about the way you guard your heart as if i'm not worthy enough .
I'm talking about how you have this skewed perception that I'm like her .
who's her ? she , who made you fall in love only to decapitate your love .
you know what ? that fucking hurts .
to be compared to somebody else , somebody that I've never even met .
am I allowed to be angry at you ? I guess not . It's not your fault that I have been optimistic about this love from the start , knowing that you were broken .
Its my own damn fault , guess I played the biggest part in breaking my own heart .
and now ? now I can't get over you .
You've seeped into every aspect of my life , all I see is you .
No longer as a daydream but as the endless nightmare that has inserted itself into reality .
when will this end ? when will I move on from this ? all these questions , with no answers received .
