just to pass the time ? god knows I never meant to hurt you . let's get this clear , you were the only one I was with , I mean it . you weren't constantly on mind , you weren't even the person I missed on the lonely days . it was always him , just him .
my fault ? partially I guess .
you aren't my rebound , how could you say that ? I gave you affection , I showed you love . that was real , don't doubt that .
I'm sorry . sorry !? why are you yelling ? don't yell at me . I mean it , I'm honestly sorry .
even though you controlled me physically , he resided in my mind , he set up camp and refused to leave .
cheated ? don't you dare accuse me of that .
I'd never , never did I .
I'll leave but will you let me go ? I know you hurting , don't front . I know you , I do .
hope you'll heal from this , hope you'll find someone who'll love you wholeheartedly .
hope you find somebody that's not me .
