voices; misc

02/09/2020 - damn its been two years

hello everyone! (or everyone who stuck around on my account that's dead)

i really haven't updated this in over a year? idk but that's a really long time. in all honesty i just forgot wattpad existed. the app just isn't as fun as it used to be. a lot of my old internet friends are gone and it makes me sad :(

but a lot has changed!!

i finally got a job. im a server hehe. i never thought id find one but here i am working. it's been really hard balancing school and work, so i just never made time for writing.

im not sure what i wanna do with my account anymore. do i wanna continue with wattpad or do i not? do I even wanna write fanfics anymore? idk part of me just wants to create purely fictional but the other part of me genuinely enjoys writing fics. it's weird. i also don't have the motivation to write anymore. i don't have the motivation to really do anything. fall/winter tends tends to be like that for me. im always sad around this time.

i also just reached this point where i no longer have hobbies. i was so full of passion and energy a year ago. now im always tired and irritated. it's weird how things change so quickly.

for now i think ill try to finish rumours and my fics and see where we go from there.

ooh and i also got into one piece!! it's my favourite manga right now. it's so good and ik it's long, but i 100% recommend it.

thank you all 900 of you for supporting me!! i know it's been awhile since i updated. i will try to get to that soon. it's just been so hard rn. i love you guys <3

that's all i really have to say
don't forget to drink water