okay today was freaking beautiful compared to the ass weather we were having for months
i took this walking home. usually the weather is kinda ass and there's so much snow but then there's this today god bless. it was beautiful.
i took this back in December when we had a bunch of snow storms and icy ass roads. my fingers almost froze off taking this pic.
i envy those who live in places with beautiful weather all year round.
what a week for me though.
~story time~
i went on this coding trip where they taught us how to actually code. not the basic stuff you do as a kid. the real ones where you have to use a bunch of numbers and stuff.
i managed to make two kids using code. they were cartoon so they had circle heads and triangle bodies. i made an animation too where they jumped up and down.
it was really fun. i think i wanna be a software developer or engineer? i loved it.
my school also introduced did this called 'year end activities' where at the end of the school year, which is in june you get to go on special trips for 3 days.
some of the trips seemed pretty cool. one of them was where you get to do a bunch of cool science stuff for three days like virtual reality and stuff and doing cool experiments and going to the Science Center. It seems really fun.
(im a huge nerd lol)there was this one trip you go to a spa and get groomed? im not even joking. for 3 days you go shopping, go to the spa and a massage.
like whaat????
there are way more, like you do outdoor sports like capture the flag and rock climbing and bowling. there one where you cook food for 3 days. the grand trip is Ottawa though, but i don't really wanna go there. it doesn't really sound fun. id rather go to Montreal.
(for those who don't know Ottawa and Montreal are cities in Canada. Ottawa is the capital city of Canada. Montreal is the capital city of Quebec (it's a province).
im not going on any because i don't really have anyone to hang out with. i don't really talk to anyone becuz im shy and super awkward. im probably gonna be chilling at home watchin netflix or something.alsoooo
i was working with this girl for history and she was like super useless? she made up excuses and gossiped with her stupid friends. she did practically nothing. part of me wanted to tell her off and be mean, but i decided not to.
i told the teacher and said he kinda saw it happening, so he said he was gonna mark accordingly.
i hope she fails.
school isn't fun anymore :(
it used to kinda because of our basketball season and all. it ended though which is sad. i love playing. i always felt happy.i really want school to end. i don't wanna go to school anymore. im sick of being used by students. im sick of being ridiculed and ignored. i can never go on fun trips or anything because I have no friends. i just wished i had someone i was comfortable being around. im awkward and weird. im a nerd too.
online friends are nice. but they can't give you a hug when you're crying to yourself or you can't hang out with them either.
i miss being a little kid, all you gotta do is play in the sandbox for a day and you guys are best buddies.
how does one make a friend?
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