Seonghwa's pov :I blankly stared out at the night sky from my window. Tears started coming down as I turned the lamp off to be left in the darkness.
After all, hurting Yeosang was the most painful thing. But I did not have any choice. I was more scared of my family."Don't cry like girls. Boys don't cry Seonghwa!" my mom scolded me.
"Stop spending so much time on how you look. We men don't care about girly stuff like that!" my dad said.
"Dance? Kpop idol? So you'll do all that 'aegyo' stuff huh? Ew, Don't you dare." my brother freaked out.
"Be like a man. Party hard. Play hard. Flirt and hit on girls you like." my friends taught me.
I've always forced myself to like girls since I was a kid. But my heart never loved anyone else other than Yeosang and I knew it.
But I was scared. I was scared how my family would react. They would probably won't talk to me ever again when they find out I'm gay.
The person who I dearly loved was going to propose me but I just turned him down knowing how hurt he must've felt. The fear of not being accepted by my family crossed me.
I thought about it the whole night. I couldn't forget Yeosang's face when I said that.
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I had decided to talk to him about it once again in the morning and comforting him. I had decided to distance myself from him after one last conversation. I can't bear it anymore.
He wasn't at the breakfast table.
"Mingi, where is Yeosang?" "I don't know, must be sleeping." he shrugged."I'll go wake him up Mingi" I said and went upstairs to his room. The door was locked. I knocked on it.
"Yeosang, open it."
After a brief silence, he replied.
"What do you want?" I could make out from his voice itself that he was angry. I sighed.
"I brought breakfast for you. And Let's just talk okay? I just want to talk to you.""I'm not hungry and just leave me alone."he spat.
"Yeosang! Please!" I raised my voice. I wanted to see him. I wanted to comfort him for one last time.I waited patiently for him to respond.
"Alright." I heard him say. His voice had gotten calm. He was not angry anymore but I felt sadness.▪️▪️▪️
Author's corner :
Author : HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM HONGJOONG!!
Wooyoung : *screams* KIM HONGJOOOOONG
*Everyone together holding the black forest cake*
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEADER!
Hongjoong : OMG! Thank you so much! And this cake is so cute! My favorite.... Who chose thisssss
Jongho : Me because I wanted to eat it. Bye.
*grabs the cake and runs away.*Hongjoong : What the-
Mingi : THAT BRAT!
Yeosang : Someone kill him please for everyone sake ughhh
Hongjoong : *goes behind Jongho* I've never wanted to kill someone on my birthday but today's the day. Bye.
WooSan : Damn, they are all wild.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAPTAIN ⚓💖
😭❤️ I can write a whole ass essay about how much I love him but I don't wanna bore anyone so yeah. Love you leader 💖
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FanficSeonghwa was casually partying when suddenly leader Hongjoong introduces a new boy to their group.... Yeosang. Seonghwa instantly falls in love. This is an ATEEZ fanfic where the whole story is from Seongwha's pov. English is not my first language s...