❦ sᴇᴏɴɢsᴀɴɢ {✓}

SeongSang (final)...

Seonghwa's pov :

I freezed for a moment before I nodded. I didn't know what he wanted to do but I allowed him. He shifted a bit and made himself comfortable. He looked at me straight in the eyes before saying anything.

I was confused by everything that was going on. My heart already ached because of the close proximity. I did not want to leave him but I had no choice. I shook away all the thoughts that were running wild in my head and looked at him.

He was smiling. It wasn't a forced smile but was more like a frown. I sighed.

"Seonghwa close your eyes." he ordered. "What-"
"Just close your eyes Seonghwa." he said again leaving me no choice but to close my eyes.

He let out a small sigh.
"Okay now hear me out. Don't open your eyes till I finish and don't speak anything. Okay?"
"O-okay" I stuttered.

"I'm going to say everything I've always wanted to say to you and leave. Open your eyes after I'm gone and everything that'll happen once we both leave this room today will be as best friends.... Just as you wished."he paused for a sec.
I felt a short pang in my heart when he said that. Just as you wished.
I frowned.

He took a deep breath.
"Park Seonghwa. You have no idea how much I love you. You have always been there for me through my sad and happy moments. I've never felt the warmth and comfort that I've felt for you. I love everything about you Hwa. I love you so much. I'm sad right now. I'm hurt, but I understand you. I'll respect your decision but I just wanted to let you know. I love you way too much." he stopped.

I was devastated. I wanted to slap myself for being so stupid. My heart pounded just at his words. I hated everything about me.

There was a long silence. He had told me not speak anything till he's gone... I didn't want to speak anything either, I was already speechless. So I stayed in the same position,eyes closed. I could hear his breathing.

Before I could think of anything else, his breathing got more and more audible as if he was approaching me.
After few split seconds I realized his soft lips on mine. I was totally surprised at this gesture. He tasted sweet like honey, just as I had always expected. I didn't hesitate to kiss him back.

My heart was beating faster than ever. I could feel my body heat up. My cheeks must be pink by now. This was my first time kissing a guy. And knowing that it's Yeosang, it felt incredibly good.

"Don't say anything, and keep your eyes closed. I'll leave now." he mumbled, his lips still close to mine.
Our short kiss broke apart. He probably stood up and was about to leave.

You're so fucking stupid Seonghwa. Are you really going to let someone so precious just go away? Only because you're scared? What a loser.
I could hear my own thoughts.
That's it.

I immediately opened my eyes and turned around. Before Yeosang could open the door I ran towards him and grabbed his wrist harshly. He turned around on instant and was surprised.

"What on earth-"
"I'm sorry Yeosang. I'm sorry for being so selfish and stupid." I hurriedly said before I pulled him closer and kissed him. I never knew I wanted him so bad. He kissed me back, putting his arms around my waist. We kissed for a long time.

"I love you so much Yeosang" I said, gasping for air.
"What about your family?" he had a concerned look on his face.
"I'll tell them about you. It's okay. I have to tell them one or the other day." I replied and gave him a short forehead kiss.

He smiled. That cute smile of his. He hugged me tightly. My shirt got drenched in his tears. He couldn't hold back tears. I patted his head gently and rested my chin on his head.

I'm so in love with this boy.

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"What took you both so lon- oh god you look like a mess Yeo, did Seonghwa hit you or something?" Mingi asked jumping from his seat.

"Calm down Mingi, we want to tell y'all something. Let's wait till Hongjoong, Jongho,San and Yunho come back." Yeosang said smiling at me.

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End of the Book.

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A/N : Yo guys, so this is the end of the book but I request y'all... Please don't skip the next chapter. I have an important announcement to make!