No one knows

Chapter thirty seven: he hates me.

A Week later.
I've been feeling alot better since graduation People have been saying congrats on twitter and Instagram since then. Its been nice not to get hated on. But all of that changes when I go to a club...
"Mabel come on lets go! Were gonna be late!" Lia yells from downstairs.
I finsh curling my hair and grab my purse. My black heels click against the floor when I get to the bottom of the steps.
"Finally!" Lia laughs as she opens the door.
We walk to the car and get in. I drive to the club that were meeting the girls at.
We get out and walk to the club. We get in line and the paps surround me. A security gaurd from the club takes Lia and I inside.
"Thank you." I say and he nods in reply.
The music thumps as Lia and I push through the dancing crowd. I grab Lia's arm and pull her to the bar where I find the girls sitting.
"Hey!" Tasha slurs as she almost falls out of her chair.
I catch her and steady her.
"Have a drink." Kat says handing me a shot glass.
I throw it back and hand it back to her.
"Lets boogie oogie!" Nicole says grabbing my arm.
I laugh as she leads me to the dance floor. We dance together for a while before the rest of the girls join us. A bunch of guys about our age dance around us. We laugh as the guys dance goofily with us. I break away to get another drink. I walk to the bar and sit down.
"A shot of vodka please." I say an dsomeoen sits down next to me.
I look up and see a guy with red, orangish hair and blue eyes smirking at me.
"Whats a pretty girl like you doing here alone for?" he asks.
"Im not alone I have my friends." I reply looking away.
"What friends?" he asks tilting my chin up.
"There dancing." I say turning away from him again.
He gets up and leaves. Or at least I thought.
He wraps his arms around me and kisses my neck.
"Stop." I say sternly.
He keeps going and spins the chair around so im facing him. And before I can react he crashes his lips to mine and puts his hands on my neck to keep me in place.
I push him away as I hard as I can sending him on the floor. People look up at me and I wipe my mouth.
"Baby. just chill." he says as he gets off the ground.
"Get away from me!" I say and I run into the crowd.
I look frantically for Lia or someone but I cant find anyone. I give up and rush to the door. I step out to the cold and shudder. I walk fast to my car and get in before locking it. I run my fingers through my hair my heart still thudding against my chest. I lean the chair back and close my eyes to calm down.
I hope no one saw that... or took pictures.
Shit if they took pictures im screwed!
What will Harry think?
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Two days later
Mabel Bickham, Harry styles girlfriend, was seen cheating with a random stranger at a club about two nights ago. She kissed the man back before leaving with him! Wow Mabel! What does Harry think about all of this?
"Come on Mabel pack your bag! Lets go!" Lia says pushing me through my bedroom door.
"Alright already!" I laugh.
The girls and I are leaving for our trip around the world tomorrow morning and I'm running behind.
I grab two large suitcases and stuff random clothes indie. Lia helps me by grabbing my toothbrush, Hairbrush, Shoes, makup, Ect.
"Soo who's watching Pepper?" Lia asks as she grabs my laptop and puts it in my bag.
"Umm, Im dropping her off at my mothers." I say and she nods.
I zip up my suitcase and look at her.
"Finished?" She asks.
"Yep." I say with a successful smile.
"I'll go put Pepper in her crate." Lia says and she goes down the stairs.
"I got her." She yells to me.
"Kay." I yell back.
she comes back up and takes on of my bags. I grab my other bag and carry them downstairs.
"Okay we can put your bags and stuff in my car now. Then we will drop Pepper off at your mothers, Meet the girls at Marcy's, have dinner, come back home and tomorrow we go on the trip of our lives." She says.
"Lets go then!" I laugh as we carry the bags down the stairs.
We Take both of our luggage to the car, I take Pepper who growls at me to the car, we get in, drive to my moms, drop Pepper off, and drive towards Marcy's.
As we pass the boys house I see their cars in the drive.
"Stop." I say and she slows down to a stop.
"What?" she asks.
"The boys are here. Why didnt Harry tell me?" I say.
"I dont know." Lia says honestly.
To be honest Harry hasn't talked to me much in the last two days. He's read all my messages but has only replied back a few times and his replys were short and didnt seem quite freindly.
"Pull in." I say.
She does what I say and pulls in the drive after I type in the code.
"Stay here." I say and I climb out of the car.
I walk up to the house and in through the door.
"Who is it?" Niall yells.
"Mabel." I yell back.
The house goes silent and Louis looks around the corner. He comes around the corner with Niall, Liam, and Zayn behind them.
"Whers Harry?" I ask.
"Thats none of your buisness." Liam says crossing his arms over his chest.
"Did I do something wrong?" I ask stepping back.
Liam snorts. "Like you dont know."
"What did I do?" I ask.
I didnt do anything that I can think-
Oh no. They dont really beilve the lies do they?!
"You cheated on Harry." Liam says pointing a finger in my face.
"I-I didnt do anything. He came to me I pushed him away you can ask Lia and everyone else that was at that bar! I-I love Harry I would never." I say tears stinging my eyes.
Liam's eyes soften but before he can say anything...
"What are you doing here?" Harry asks at the top of the stairs.
His eyes have bags under them and he looks just plain... tired.
The boys scurry out of the rom as he comes down the stairs.
"Harry I-"
"I thought you actually cared for me!" He says as he comes toward me.
I can feel the anger an dhurt radiating off of him.
"I do!" I say.
"Than why would you do this to me?" he asks inches from my face.
"I didnt do anything!" I cry.
He runs his fingers through his hair and sighs heavily.
"Harry it wasn't what it looked like-"
"Thats what they all say! And dont you say that to me! Mabel I trusted you! You told me that you would never put another man before me and you did. You Lied to me." he says tears in his eyes.
"No." I sob.
I step toward him and cup is face. He pulls away and steps back his jaw clenched.
"Your a liar." He says pointing at me.
"No. Harry just listen to me." I beg grabbing his arm.
He pushes me back and yanks his arm away. I stumble back into the door.
"Leave." He says turning away.
"Harry. Listen to-"
"I said leave!" He yells.
I flinch but I dont give up. "Harry I love you I wouldnt do anything to-"
"Go Mabel. Before I show you out."
I stand there for a moment taking in his words.
I dont say anything as I walk out of the door silently. I run to the car and throw open the car door.
I get in and Lia asks frantically "Whats wrong?"
"Just drive me home." I say.
"What why?" She asks.
"Just drive!" I shout at her.
She stares at me before pulling the car out. She drives to our house in silence. I get out and run in this house. I fumble with the lock and throw open the door. I run up the stairs to my room and slam the door shut. I sob and slide down the door.
He wont listen to me.
He hates me.
I cry into my hands and Lia knocks on the door.
"Mabel, what happened?" she asks through the door.
"Just go away!' I yell.
I crawl to the bed and climb in.
Why do I screw everything up?
I cry into my pillow and the door opens.
"Mabel." Someone says.
"Go away." I sob into my pillow.
Someone sits down on the bed next to me.
"I said GO AWAY!" I scream.
"Mabel. what happend?" Baley asks as he lifts the pillow off my face.
When did he get here?
"He said I cheated. I wouldnt do that to him. He hates me." I cry.
"Shh. He doesmt hate you." he says pulling me into his arms.
"Yes he does!" I cry.
"Did he say he hated you?" He asks.
"No." I say.
"See. He never said he did. To be honest you should be mad at him for not listening to you." he says.
"I should." I say with a sniffle.
"But that doesnt mean that im not still hurt by the fact that he wouldnt listen, wouldnt beileve me. I'm just done." I say and I start crying again.
I pull away from him and lay down. After a moment he lays down too and wraps his arm around my waist. He pulls me to him and holds me as I cry myself to sleep.