No one knows

chapter: thirty eight

BTW THIS CHAPTER IS WHAT HARRY WAS THINKING IN THE LAST CHAPTER.

HARRY'S POV

I cant beilve Mabel would do this to me. I thought she loved me!

Theres a light knock on my door.

"Go away." I say.

"Harry you have to eat something." Niall says.

"Just leave me alone."

I hear him walk away and I lay there in silence just staring at the ceiling.

Mabel.

Why did you do this to me?

 The front door opens and closes as I roll over to look at the time.

"Who is it?" Niall yells.

"Mabel!"

I freeze and listen.

Why is she here?

Hasnt she caused me enough hurt?

Theres whispering downstairs and I finally decide to get up. I walk to the door and go to the top of the stairs. Everyone looks up at me as I come down the stairs.

She looks cute with a pink skirt and a white tank top.

No. Stop it.

The boys walk out of the room.

"Harry I-" she starts but I cut her off.

"I thought you actually cared for me!"  I say coming toward her.

"I do!" she says.

"Than why would you do this to me?" I ask her just inches from her trembling body.

"I didnt do anything!" she cries.

Why is she lying to me?!

I run my fingers through my hair and sigh heavily.

"Harry it wasn't what it looked like-"

"Thats what they all say! And dont you say that to me! Mabel I trusted you! You told me that you would never put another man before me and you did. You Lied to me." I say tears welling up in my eyes.

"No." she sobs.

She step toward me and cups my face.

It takes every inch of me to pull myself away from her.

"Your a liar." I say pointing at her.

"No. Harry just listen to me." she begs and grabs my arm.

I push her back and yank my arm away at the same time. She stumbles back into the door and looks up at me with a terrified look.

"Leave." I say turning away.

"Harry. Listen to-"

"I said leave!" I yell.

"Harry I love you I wouldnt do anything to-"

I love you too but I cant be lied to... cheated on.

"Go Mabel. Before I show you out."

The door opens and closes after a second and I break down.

Tears run down my face as I look out of the window. Lia's car pulls out of the driveway and goes down the street.

I just pushed the most important person in my life away withot even letting her tell me her side.

"Dammit! What did I just do!" I say running my fingers through my hair.

"Harry are you o-"

"NO im not okay! I just kicked the love of my life out of my house without even letting her explain!" I shout making Niall flinch.

"Im sorry I just.." I sob.

"Its okay." Niall says turning around.

I walk upstairs to my room and plop down on the bed.

I hate myslelf.

I bet she hates me.

Maybe I should call her.

No.

I silently cry myself to sleep with no one to hold except my pillow.

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"HARRY WAKE UP!" Louis says shaking me.

"What?" I groan my head pounding from crying.

"Look.' He says and he turn up the tv.

So it turns out we just got a video of Mabel Bickham, Harry styles girlfriend, so call cheating on Harry. But turns out the man forcefully kissed her. She left right after and sat in her car for the rest of the night. Yesterday Harry styles and the rest of One Direction arrived back home and not to long after did Mabel show up with her best friend. Mabel was seen leaving the house crying and rumor has it Harry broke things off with her. Witnesses say later that night a man that Mabel has been seen with before arrived at the house and left as the girls left earlyu in the morning. When the girls arrived at the airport with a couple of friends we got a good glimpse of Mabel and it wasn't pretty.

I gasp when the video comes up. Her hair is up in a ponytail out of her face, she wears sweatpants, a sweatshirt, and slides. She doesnt have her makeup done she just looks... broken.

The paps shoot questions at her that are just plain offensive and she stops walking. She wipes tears from her face and Lia wraps her arm around her shoulders before pulling her along.

I did this.

Shes hurting becuse of me. I wouldnt listen to her. She wasnt lying.

Oh shit. I need to fix this.

"You fucked up Harry." Louis says shaking his head.

He drops the remote on the bed and walks out of the room.