Dandelions & Daisies

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~3 days later~ ~Mitchel's POV~

That afternoon,I arrived home with Clinton and Kras from the studio,and I saw the flag on the mailbox was up. I opened it,and there was a letter.

I grabbed it,pushed the flag down and closed the mailbox. I walked inside and kicked off my shoes and hung my jacket.

I admired the yellow wax seal with a dandelion and daisy poking out from under it. I gently removed it and opened the envelope. I took out the letter,and read it.

I smiled as I read it. "What's that?" Kras asked,walking over with a cup of coffee. He handed it to me.

"A fan letter. A girl named Astrid. Her music production and videography class got assigned pen pals with people who are in the music industry." "and she got me!" I replied fondly.

He read the letter. "Oh my God! Mitty! She sounds so cute! You have to write her back." He replied endearingly.

"Write who?" Clinton asked,walking over.

"Mitty got a fan letter from a girl named Astrid. Her music production and videography class got assigned pen pals who are in the music industry and she got Mitty!" Christian beamed!

Clinton read the letter. "Aww that's so cute. Mitty,write her back." He replied fondly.

I nodded and found a piece of paper in the living room on the coffee table.
Christian handed me a pen,and I started writing.

"Dearest Astrid,

It's so amazing to hear from fans like you! I'm grateful beyond words to be your pen pal,and even more grateful for you coming to one of our shows.

How's uni treating you? Cause for me it was pretty okay,but I definitely wouldn't go back.

But to answer your first question,I definitely do get a lot of stage fright, believe it or not. I'm diagnosed with anxiety,so it definitely can effect my performance some nights. (But I'm sure you've seen videos of Kras and Pat calming me down.)

But a really good excersize to help calm down,is to go for a walk in a nature filled place. Whether it's a big forest,or a local greenhouse,or around a big garden. Just take time for yourself to breathe.

And it's totally more than okay to not be okay and not 100% confident all the time. I have really low days where it takes Clinton and Kras almost 2 or 3 hours to get me out of bed.

And sometimes I'll completely drown myself with my favorite artist's music videos or my own music work,and forget to eat. But Jesse and Pat always come to my rescue.

But it's okay to not be okay. It's okay to not be 100% confident. Just take it at your own pace. You're doing great and I'm really really proud of you.

The guys are all doing really well btw.
We just finished another day in studio and we're all really happy and well rested. Thanks for worrying about them. I'll give them your love.

AllLoveAlways,
Mitty

Christian peered over my shoulder and read my letter. "That's perfect man." He said fondly,and kissed my cheek.

I smiled and put it in the envelope. I walked out and put it in the mailbox and put the red flag up.

I went back inside,and joined Clinton and Kras on the couch,and We started a game of NBA.