i'm not tired, i just want to sleep.
to close my eyes and drift, a temperamental exhaustion except i want to move.
i can't hear you.
i can see you but i keep tripping, god, let me sleep i don't want to die, i'm not tired, god, how many fake smiles do i have left tonight before i give up?
i know i'm strong and this is temporary.
but i cant ignore the hurt, that's not right.
so put me to bed now because i can wake up tomorrow.
let me leave.
???
