i fall so hard.
squeezing, aching,
heart failure,
woah... they call it crush for a reason.
too emotional.
i dream about the future that isn't there.
we are nothing but smiles,
stares, and eye contact.
do i want this to go somewhere,
or am i too frightened.
it's not a question for me.
maybe if i didn't fall so easily,
i wouldn't end up hurting myself.
see you wednesday. i'm stupid.
2:15pm ???
