Chapter Thirteen - Faded

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WARNING: This chapter contains smut (or intercourse). You have a choice to skip this chapter, as it has no real significance to the book, you can read it until the little *, or read the whole thing. Enjoy.

That night, on set, I couldn't sleep. I just kept thinking about how it was all my fault that Jodie got hurt.

If I hadn't had let her come with me, if I hadn't left before it was too late, if I hadn't had lost my temper. If I had listened to her in the first place.

I slid into my slippers and tiptoed outside, over to Jodie's trailer. I took a deep breath and peered round the door. Her side lamp was switched on, bathing the room in a golden light. Jodie was sat on the bed and seemed to be thinking.

Her face lit up when she saw me. 'Y/N! Come over.' she said and patted the spot next to her. Instead of sitting down though, I pulled her up onto her feet.

'Listen, I'm really, really sorry about today. I shouldn't have let you come with me to face up to my parents. That was wrong. You don't deserve to put up with the way my parents act.'

'You also don't deserve those awful comments. You're the strongest, bravest person I know. I still love you, so much, no matter how much they don't.'

'I understand if you won't forgive me. I wouldn't forgive me either. By not listening to you, I entered my parents level of hate, so I don't expect you to love me anymore than they love me.'

I stared down at my feet and swallowed the enormous lump in my throat. I began to walk back towards to the door but Jodie grabbed my hand before I could leave.

She turned me around and lifted my chin so our eyes were in perfect line. Then she smiled kindly and closed her eyes.

Before I knew it, we were kissing. I placed my hands tenderly on her cheeks and I felt her arms curl around my waist with gentleness.

*We tugged at each other's tops until they came cleanly off and over our heads. I kicked my feet and my slippers flew across the floor.

Jodie suddenly fell backwards onto the bed, taking me with her. We rolled around, still embracing. 'Y/N, of course I forgive you.' she whispered between breaths.

Soon our bottoms were off and Jodie was above me on all fours. She cocked her head playfully before nipping at my neck and my chest.

I let out small sighs of delight as she made her way slowly down my torso. Our memories are back once again, making me smile and my eyes fell closed.

After a while I felt the desire to take control again. I got Jodie below me and attacked her with small pecks. I heard her gasp and giggle but focused on keeping her in my grasp.

I went back to her lips and got into the vital position. We were both on our sides now, snogging, whilst our legs wrapped and locked together.

We rolled again over the sheets, pushing a pair of pillows out the way. My body was shaking and sweating all over but it all felt so good and right.

I remembered when we first met, eye to eye, at the door in the Cardiff hotel. That must've been about three months ago to date.

And then how we confessed to each other on screen. That was one of my top two life moments ever; it was so nerve racking but so brilliant at the same time.

Then our first day off. God, that was only yesterday. The coffee, the beach, the pier, the sea. And finally ending with us kissing for the first time properly, on an RNLI boat, under the midsummer fireworks.

That was when we became unofficially girlfriend and girlfriend. Of course, no one else knew about us. And they wouldn't be hearing of this anytime soon, either.....

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I woke with a start at the Doctor Who theme tune. Of course Jodie would have that as an alarm. I groaned and stretched. Jodie's figure lay still beside me. I found that I was dressed again and sat up.

I shook her slightly and she moaned. 'Oi.' I said. 'Come on, get up. We've got the finale today, remember?'

She sat up too and kissed me quickly. 'Fine.' she whispered.

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door. We almost jumped out of our skins. 'Who is it?' called Jodie. 'It's Chris. The make up ladies are reading for you!'

I glanced at the clock. Oh shit. It was half seven.

'Er...okay! Coming!' Jodie replied. We heard steps jogging away and sighed with relief. 'Nice.' I said. 'Thanks.'

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