Staring At The Moon (Johnnyboy)

~Blurry Vision~

<Dallas Winston's P.O.V.>

(This was typed on November 9th So happy birthday Dallas)

Johnny was in my arms...I smiled a bit. I hated that he was upset though. I Hiccuped, Johnny was there on my chest so he laughed a bit when he felt it. This was the happiest I have been in weeks... enough that I had to deal with my asshole father, I had to deal with myself cheating on Johnny...

It gotten so bad to the point where my arms were covered once again, this time, scars would probably form...heh...well, it's nothing i'm not used to, I did this all the time. It started when I was 15...the reason why I did it in the first place was because I had no friends, then I met Johnny. Johnny was 13, his birthday I had met him, so when I really got to know him, he was 14...now we know everything about each other...I wish I could say that was true...we recently started to not tell each other anything, i'm pretty sure it's because we got together.

I was the only one who knew Johnny was gay, but since he said that Pony tried to fuck him. then, man, I missed a shit ton of stuff.

My vision was so blurry...I didn't even want to stay up anymore, I wanted to sleep.