drift • harry styles

Chapter 19

Hello cuties! sorry for the late update! Been busy lately bc of school ugh. We had our exam and guess what ?!! I PASSED MY MATH EXAM HELL YEAHHH okay enjoy this update! ^_^

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Songs for this Chapter:

-18 by One Direction

-Spaces by One Direction

-When I'm with You by Simple Plan

**ALICE CAMBRIDGE's POV

Today is Monday.

A day after I lost concsiousness and when they brought me to the hospital. A day after Elliot showed up then messed with my feelings as well.

The doctor told me that I didn't have any problem, everything was alright and that I shouldn't be so stressed out.

When I woke up that day, I saw Harry sitting on a chair beside the bed, he was leaning his head on folded arms that are placed on the bed just beside me. I thought he was sleeping so I didn't tell him that I was already awake.

The words he said before I became unconscious still lingered on my mind. Maybe he cared for me so much because he felt like that he should or maybe it was because of Zayn can do to me that was why he cared for me that much.

Yeah that was probably the reason why.

Elliot.

My mind reminded me of him. I thought I had moved on but I guessed I hadn't. It had been a year since everything ended between us. All those days and nights that I thought my feelings for him were gone but today I realized that all I did those time was lie to myself that I forgot it all.

All the memories, the fun times we had together, all the hugs and kisses we shared, our first kiss, our first date, all of our firsts, I thought I can delete all of the things and memories as fast as a computer forget the files that you deleted.

Maybe they were right, it was hard to forget your first love.

That was the thing that scared me the most, that I wouldn't forget Elliot Greywood, that I have to remember all the horrible things that I had done to him and regretting it every second of my life here on earth.

Maybe I will never forget about him, ever.

Sometimes I wonder what would happen if we were still together. Maybe I didn't have to feel this way, maybe I was still happy, maybe just maybe I wouldn't have moved to London with my father and just stayed in New York for Elliot besides I'm already eighteen, I could live on my own.

Sometimes I also wish that all of this was just a dream that one day I will wake up back in my room in NYC and that everything will be back to normal.

But I know everything happened because there was a reason, I guess I just have to face the situation I was in right now and just forget about the past.

Yeah. . . Forget about that past.

"Alice?" I was snap out of my thoughts when I heard Harry's voice called my name.