drift • harry styles

Chapter 6

I ran my hands on my face. My heart was still beating frantically in my chest. I can’t believe that that thing had happened. That was so embarrassing! What the hell was I thinking? And what the hell was he thinking as well? Why did he pull me onto his lap and then afterwards ran his hands slowly down my back and. . . I shook my head. I don’t want to remember what had happened earlier.

Oh really? One of my inner thoughts had spoken once again, ladies and gentlemen. I rolled my eyes.

I looked sideways at him, he was running both of his hands over his hair and he looked frustrated and was deep in thoughts as he looked at the ground.

I frowned and looked away. To speak the truth, I’d never felt that way before when he was touching me. Yes, I had an ex-boyfriend before when I was sixteen and we’d make out also but the difference was that I didn’t feel the fire ignited inside me, the happiness that made my heart flutter madly in my chest, and this feeling that I couldn’t comprehend because this was the first time I’d felt it.

There was this part of me that hoped that he didn’t stop for the reason that I wanted to know what it feels like to be kissed by him and to be loved by him,

Oh just stop, Alice!  I scolded myself.

All of this and what I am feeling for him were preposterous and crazy! I mean I just met him today I couldn’t possibly be in love with him. Maybe it was just because of his wonderful and distracting lips, his mesmerizing green eyes, his dazzling smile, his soft hair, his belly-clenching touch, his intoxicating smell that always sends me to the edge, his lean and muscular body and his overwhelming presence.

Therefore I conclude that what I am feeling for him right now is just because of his god-like beauty, I sighed.

“We should go back now.” I heard him say. I looked at him and tried to say something but he was already walking back inside his car.

I bit my lower lip, stood up and followed him inside.

Once I’m settled in he drove out of the beautiful place to the freeway in so much speed. Even though I began to be scared again because of his fast driving I remained silent and just tried to be calm by holding on the sides of my seat tightly.

The drive back to campus was silent except of the tires of the Audi that are screeching in every turn he made. I also became used to his driving. It wasn’t that bad at all in fact it was fun!

We were back inside the ground floor in such a short time. Thanks to Harry’s ultimately fast driving and his driving or should I say drifting skills I made it back in time for my Math class. Actually I have fifteen more minutes left before it will start.

“Thanks for the ride.” I mumbled as I played with my fingers.

“No prob,” He answered but wasn’t unable to look at me.

“I’ve never imagined that I’ll have the chance to ride this car,” I whispered then smiled a little at myself.

“Why?” He asked then looked at me in the eyes as if nothing had happened between us a while ago.

“Well,” I hesitated at first but then I continued, “This is one of my dream cars and I am not as rich as you are. . .” I stopped and looked away.

“So?” His tone was as if he had said “I don’t really care.” My heart felt like someone had stabbed it more than five times. I bit my lower lip for me not to sob in front of him.

What he said. . . What he freakin’ said was the exact word my mother. . .

I quickly wiped the corners of my eyes, “I’d better go.” My voice cracked when I said the last word. I smacked my head mentally what the fuck!

I took a final glance at him and regret was visible on his perfect face. I was about to open the door of the car when he spoke again, “Wait I—“

“Save it.” I said then got out of his car then ran towards the stairs instead of the elevator as the tears started to fall down my cheeks.

“Alice!” I heard him called, “Let me explain.”

I quickened my pace once I've heard him called me. I don't want to hear his fucking explanation, not now. All I wanted to do right now was to be alone after what had happened today between us and most especially after that conversation we had in his car.

I thought he was different.

Once I've reached the stairs, I ran up quickly so he wouldn’t be able to follow me.

I was aware that someone was standing at the end of the first flight of the stairs but I didn't take a look at him. I ran pass him but he caught my arm and pulled me close to him.

I looked up, I felt my eyes widened in surprise.

"I saw you got out of his car," He said, his hand was still wrapped around my arm.

"I. . . Uh. . . H-he-"

"Why are you crying?" he asked as he wiped away the tears that were streaming down my face using his thumb.

"It's none of your fucking business, Zayn." I heard Harry spoke behind me and pulled me away from Zayn's grasp for me to stand beside him.

My mouth dropped open in a perfect 'O' shape.

Zayn chuckled, "Is she your new toy, Styles?"

New toy? Is he that kind of person?

Harry's jaw tensed as his fist clenched. "She isn't." He answered through gritted teeth.

"Oh, so you wouldn't mind if I play with her?" Zayn's eyes met mine and I froze. I could see that his eyes were full of lust and desire. I instinctively moved closer to Harry.

Zayn can't be serious!

My hands began to shake followed by my whole body when he took a step forward.

Harry quickly stepped in front of me. "Fuck off!"  He yelled.

"Oh c'mon, Harry! You know that we can always share." He stepped forward again.

"I told you to fuck off!" Harry yelled again, pushing Zayn away.

"But I always get what I want." He said looking impassively at Harry.

His words reminded me of Niall. Oh shit! I've totally forgotten about it. But first I have to deal with what was happening right now. I’ll deal with Niall later.

“If I fucking want her, I will get her whatever it fucking takes!” He shouted looking dangerously at Harry then to me and then back at Harry again.

“And you wouldn’t be able to stop me!”

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Sorry guys if I told you that I would update last Wednesday. But unfortunately we lost our electricity damn -_- I'M SORRY! Until now we don't have electricity I'm just at a fast food chain today charging my laptop anf using their wifi lol. I hope uou like the update

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