“Nawawala ako. I’m very lost, very confused. Walang kinalaman si Nikki. It all boils down to me,” said Billy. “When it comes to finding the right one, it’s hard to find the right one kung ikaw mismo not right. I forgot what makes me happy. I forgot who I am. I don’t know what I’m doing.” he stated.
"ringggg ringggg ringgg"
"he--llo?" vice is stuttering
"vice, si-si billy..."
"alam ko kurba nanonood ako sa TFC. tawagan kita mamaya." mahinang sabi ni vice saka binaba ang phone... he's upset he is really upset and worried about his bestie having an interview on The Buzz with Boy Abunda regarding his relationship with Nikki Gil...
Billy adds further that, “It’s so simple kasi to go around with friends and to enjoy and forget about the problems, whatever you’re going through. Especially kung may naririnig kang problema na pinagdadaanan ng mga kaibigan mo. Sobrang daling makalimutan kung ano ‘yung problema. Nakalimutan ko I’m the one who’s completely lost and I’m searching. I asked her this, you know, give me that chance to find myself cuz it’s very difficult.
Boy: And she said?
Billy: Yeah… I tend to hurt and I tend to hurt her and I really don’t wanna do this interview for sympathy. I don’t want everybody to feel bad for me. I don’t want, I mean, whatever happens, happens.
Boy: And why are you doing this interview?
Billy: I really didn’t want to.
Boy: What made you do it?
Billy: One is that I needed to stop everybody from talking on our behalf. And I’m gonna leave August 3 and I’m gonna go back to my family.
Boy: In the United States?
Billy: Yeah…
Boy: Okay…
Billy: I just… That’s why I’m here because I didn’t want to just leave and not say anything and then for everybody to attack her. And for everybody to speculate. All I could pray for is I just really, for some reason, I needed to be with my mom… I have to start from the scratch. I have to start from… Where did I come from? I came from my parents. I need to try to find what was making me happy before. Who was I and I just want to be with my family.
Boy: Billy, sabi ko sa puntong ‘yan naiintindihan ko. Pati ‘yan siguro nakalimutan mo dahil, you know, you’re talking about your parents. You’re talking about confusion, you’re talking about forgetting who you are and what makes you happy. Ito’y sisimplehan ko lamang. What you’re basically trying to say is at this very moment, “Huwag n’yong sisihin si Nikki. This is about me. This is about my confusion. This is about my life.” Is it safe to say that “It’s about me. I am the reason for the break-up.” Am I making sense?
