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'BOYS IM GOING OUT SEE YOU LATER' I yelled whilst walking out the door, you see I hadn't just left I did leave a little note saying gone out wont be back all day. Today I was getting on the train going somewhere and then coming back, nothing else. You see I do this when I feel lonely or I feel like I need thinking time and I did i needed time to think to myself no one elses opinions or thoughts weighing down on me and my way of doing this was by travelling non stop listening to music and thinking.

I got on the train fine, I plugged in my music and just thought, I thought about what I was going to do with my feelings for Harry, about my future merch lines, my channel, an especially how my mental health had improved this is why I went on these trips so I could look at how I had either improved or not improved and if not how to help that. Being alone for me could sometimes be a very good thing.

Y/nminter So this is what I did today guys, I've never really shared this with anyone but I feel like it could be helpful to some

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Y/nminter
So this is what I did today guys, I've never really shared this with anyone but I feel like it could be helpful to some. My way of checking on myself and my mental health is to be alone away from everything, therefore every now and then I get on a train to anywhere and then the way back and I just think, I think about how my feelings have been I think about how me health has been and to see if I've improved and if not then how can i. To me the most important thing is that I'm coping not that I'm alright but that I'm coping because it is ok to not be ok and there are so many people, online sites etc. to help with your mental health and I have posted this to show that you deserve to check up on yourself so right now where ever you are just stop even for just a minute and think how have I been not how have they been because you are important. So I'm glad I've taken the time today to kind of check on myself see how Im doing. 💜

Comments:
Taliamar:❤
Freyanightingale:❤
Wroetoshaw:💘
Miniminter:🧡
Tobijizzle:💛
behzingagram:❤
Zerkaahd:❤
Fan101: thanku so much you've helped me loads x
Vikkstagram:❤
Ksi:💜

Looking at the comments made me smile people would tell me I had inspired them and that they wanted to talk about how they felt because of me and for me that was the best feeling in the world, kids just like I had been admiring they wanted help and I had caused them to speak up I was grinning so widely that even the person near me on the train smiled a little at me.

My stop was here and I didnt need to get a taxi to the house seeing as it was only a 10 minute walk although just to be on the safe side I messaged talia and freya to say on my way to house:) seeing as they were there tonight. Everything was fine the house was around one last corner till I felt a man start to walk next to me. 'Hello little lady' his voice was creepy and eiry it made me shiver. 'What's a pretty girl like you doing out on a cold night let me take you home' his voice was sending shivers down my spine. I continued to walk 'it's just round the corner I'll be fine' I expected him to maybe back off a little but he didnt instead he gripped on to my wrist 'it wasnt a request' that was a growl I was now officially scared but I knew I couldnt show it so instead i replied with 'I dont care my house is 2 seconds away' I could tell he was angry his grip tightened I didnt have much choice so I kneed him in the balls and ran I could see the house but as I reached the driveway he reached me.
'Got you' my ankles were grabbed from under me as I screeched 'HARRY, TALIA,SIMON,FREYA' a hand muffled my plea for help 'shhhhh'

Harry's pov

Talia said y/n would be back any minute but something felt off. We were all just at waiting for y/n when we all heard it, a scream a plea for help. It was my name first and then talia,Simon and then freya. Y/n. We sprinted outside to see her being dragged away from the house by a strange man. I've never ran so fast in my life I got to her as quick as I could my first move being punching him I continuously hit him until the other boys came over and started to hit him too. I glanced to y/n who was being held up by Talia and freya, I went over to her and bridal style lifted her up and took her inside the girls trailing behind me.

Y/n was exhausted so I lay her on the sofa and just stroked her hair whilst the other boys came in. She was looking at me dead in the eyes every now and then trying to say something but I just shushed her told her it would be okay. Once everyone was back in she explained what had happened and that she wasnt expecting it. Instead of her falling asleep on the sofa we decided it best she went to her room so I carried her up there.

I was just about to leave her room when I heard the word 'harry' crooked from y/n 'yes' I answered softly she just grabbed my hand 'stay with me?' I just smiled at her and lay next to her still facing her 'always' once I thought she was asleep I kissed the top of her head 'I love you'.

(A/N) just put some action in lol but there will be more soon I'm gonna try sleep thas 2 parts today I'll keep trying to do 2 parts a day but I have school tommorow so I dunno but please vote ;)

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