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I had been in my room for another week. Harry would bring me food and then cuddle with me, tell me it would all be okay.  I knew he was right, deep down I knew it would all be okay but I needed some time. Id decided after two weeks I had to go downstairs I wasnt gonna let it get this ridiculous. I gathered all my confidence and headed down. I had a tight grip on the banister I caught Josh's eyes and watched as his familiar warm smile filled the room. 'Hi' I let out a huge sigh stepping out infront of the boys. 'Onwards and upwards, pain is a gain.' Harry hugged my side along with the others until we were all in a cramped group hug. 'Nando's?' Simon asked 'NANDOS' JJ and tobi yelled already running out the door.

 'Nando's?' Simon asked 'NANDOS' JJ and tobi yelled already running out the door

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Y/nminter
I am not strong for me, but for him.

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I looked at my comments as I sat in the car. I was so grateful for my fans and how supportive they were. I leaned into Simon and not harry seeing as I felt simon understood more. Simon and Jake always got along they used to bully me together, just the thought made me smile. Arriving at nando's I spotted freya and talia. 'Girls'I hugged them and got daja vu or however the fuck you spell it from the first time I saw them again in the airport. We sat in nando's around a huge table and ate. I felt at home and there were moments where I wished Jake was here and oh did I wish. But I also knew he was gone so I tried my best to enjoy the now.

 But I also knew he was gone so I tried my best to enjoy the now

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Wroetoshaw
Say what you want but I'm proud of @y/nminter

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I let my eyes meet Harry's I smiled at him. I knew if I didnt have him I would be nowhere. Heading home we listened to songs and sung at the top of our lungs the usual shit.

(I'm gonna go past Harry's birthday to Christmas I'm so sorryyyyy)

We were 5 days away from Christmas woo! It felt weird without Jake but I was definitely improving I was posting regularly again and of course there were times where I would sit and ball my eyes out because I sniffed something that smelt like him, or if someone said something that he would say or just when I missed him but in those times the boys helped me.

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