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I was leaving today. It sucked although I knew I'd be back soon, my stuff was currently being shipped over but I still had a few essentials to grab from my house. Harry and simon were taking me to the airport and I had already said goodbye go everyone, I was only going for 2 weeks but that would feel like ages I knew. I was nervous to leave and go home without them. We had walked as far as we could till the boys had to go I turned around and gave simon a big bear hug. 'Be safe' he kissed the top of my head 'I love you' I whispered to him. 'Love you too and you gotta make it back'. I smiled 'I always do.'

Simon wandered a little further away so that me and harry could have a moment. '2 weeks' I promised harry's face scrunched 'that's too long' he replied cupping my face. 'I love you baby' he added. 'And I love you' i responded pecking his lips still ad soft as the first time we kissed. I turned to go but harry grabbed my hand and I turned to face him. He pulled in my waist and we kissed for what wasnt long enough. We leaned foreheads and hugged for the last time in a few weeks I breathed in his scent as much as I could. Even though I was wearing his jumpee under my denim jacket. After leaving and waving goodbye to the boys I plugged in my headphones. We were about to take off so I checked my phone one last time.

 We were about to take off so I checked my phone one last time

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Wroetoshaw
2 weeks seems like too long.

Comments:
Y/nminter:ily miss you already 💘
Wroetoshaw:@y/nminter ilyt ❤☹
Miniminter:PHOTO CREDS
Taliamar:fucking hell it's weird without you
Freyanightingale:@taliamar too quiet 🤕
Ksi: see you soon though @y/nminter;)

I commented on the post and then liked JJs comment. I then decided my insta scrolling could stop so I turned of my mobile data. The plane took off and I ended up falling asleep for most of the journey.

 The plane took off and I ended up falling asleep for most of the journey

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Y/nminter
Not so home like anymore
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Once stepping into my house I felt very weirded out I wasnt normal. Most furniture was still there because I wasn't taking it with me. I stared too film explaining i was moving to England in 2 weeks. The reaction I got after posting it was actually quite positive. My fans were glad I'd be with simon, harry and the guys.

I had been back for 2 days and I was sat in my lounge watching some Netflix when I heard my phone Vibrate and ring. It was my dad.shit. 'dad?' I picked up 'hey y/n/n' it felt odd to hear his voice 'what can I do for you' I asked him. 'I wanted to reach out, I-I miss you' I could feel my hands shaking with the phone in my hand and I was holding in my tears. 'I miss you too dad but why now?' My voice was trembling but I bit my lip to control myself 'I dont know' I smiled whilst a tear dripped down my cheek. 'I'm glad you reached out let's meet up when I'm back in England' my life was coming together a little. 'Okay I love you with all my heart' I was about to hang up 'I love you too dad' I continued to watch Netflix.

 'Okay I love you with all my heart' I was about to hang up 'I love you too dad' I continued to watch Netflix

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Y/nminter
Need these hands in mine tbh
Tagged:@wroetoshaw

Comments:
Wroetoshaw:my beds looking lonely
Y/nminter:@wroetoshaw not long ☹❤
Zerkaahd:this is adorable
Tobijizzle:absolute goals
Hater1:fuck off
Ilywroetoshaw:I LOVE THIS YET HATE IT.

I couldn't help but feel more than ever at the moment. I had no one to cheer me up and sure harry called at night before he went to bed due to time zones but still I felt alone. I had done so much crying in the past few days. I missed the boys so much and it sucked, theres nothing I wanted more than to see them but I still had a week which felt so long away. I decided to be active today though. Stop the crying go out get myself some good lunch that kinda shit. And therefore I did exactly that.

I slipped into my outfit and headed out

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I slipped into my outfit and headed out. I walked to my local cafe, it was always somewhere I could go it was cosy. I could pretty much here he paparazzi clicking away taking photos from beside me across the road. Alot of them were shouting questions about harry and whether we were still together which I said yes then didnt answer any other questions. This is what I hated most about his job, it mean no alone time and constant attention. I was tempted to flip them off but I didnt.

(A/N) I'm so so sorry it's short and shit I'm sorry please vote lol I'm sorry

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