Simon's little sister *wroetoshaw*✔

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Y/ns pov

I woke up at 2 am Harry's arm draped
around me. I could hear alot of coughing from a spare room. That must of meant it was Jake. I jumper up and ran to his room bursting through the door I could see jake having some kind of fit. I called an ambulance, a few of the boys had woken up by now and came to see what was up. Josh's hand lay on my shoulder my hand was in Jake's as we knelt infront of him. Ethan was outside waiting for the ambulance and JJ,simon and harry were stood by the door.

The medical team rushed in and began to check over him. 'Any health issues' I shook my head 'not that I know of' i didnt think he had any surely hed told me. 'Actually' JJ spoke up I turned to him confused. 'I saw him take medication for something the other day but I dont know what for' i was angry at JJ for not telling me. I was so fuming at him. I went with jake in the back of the ambulance and watched as they got up his medical records. 'Are you aware he has recently been diagnosed with a critical condition and that he has slim chances if living' I felt my heart literally brake. My whole life just shatter infront of me 'no' I replied in a hoarse voice. I looked down at the boy infront of me, my world and it was so close to ending.

In arriving at the hospital Jake got hooked up to so many different drips and wires measuring how he was. I was allowed to sit by him till he woke or made a difference in the readings. I watched his eyes move under his eyelids. I realized the reason he was bringing up old times was so I could remember him in the best way. This was the bad news he had to tell me. I grabbed his hand in mine and kissed the top of it. 'Promise you'll be okay' I whispered to no one. I started to cry a hard cry, thinking of everything we had done together.

'Y/n' I heard a croaky voice and watched a nurse rush in. I looked up and smiled to see jake eyes open. 'Dont speak honey' the nurse cooed. 'I'm not going to make it, its ok' he said to her but th nurse just shook her head 'you will be fine' I watched as she went and stood by her desk filling in his forms. 'Y/n, Im sorry for not telling you' jakes eyes met mine 'it's okay and dont use your voice' I replied worried about him 'y/n I-I love you' he choked out 'I love you Jake' again I kissed his hand but when I looked up I started to hear a long beep. The nurse ran over along with 2 more doctors 'jake?' I questioned I didnt want to accept what was happening 'no no no jake Jake' I as almost yelling now my sobs very loud. I watched as a doctor looked at the time of his watch and note it down. He looked down at me and shook his head.

I couldn't feel anything, I felt numb. Jake was gone 'NO!' I yelled at the machines telling me his reading 'no' I whispered to no one now. Soon the room was filled with 7 other people as they tried to comfort me as I sobbed and sobbed. I didnt care about anything, only jake I wanted him back. I didnt want to talk to the boys not even Josh. I sat hugging my knees crying still. The boys spread round the room in disbelief. I watched two figures run in and stop to look at Jake's limp body and then into my eyes. 'Hey baby' Talias soft voice infront of me. 'How you feeling' this was freya her hand on my knee. 'Hes gone' I finally admitted out loud which made it hurt more.

I didnt want to leave that day but they made us. It had been a week since then and I hadn't left my room, every night harry would come and cuddle me to sleep and every moment he would tell me how much he loved me and how he would never leave. I would always reply with I love you or always but I felt a slight hole in my heart. I still wanted jake to pop out of nowhere and tell me he was joking and that it was a prank but he wasnt going too. I felt after a week I should post about it make people aware.

Y/nminter
When I tell you I still can't believe it. I lost my bestfriend and my world a week ago. It break my heart to have to post about it but I feel everyone should be aware. I loved jake with my whole heart, he was my family and he was there when no one else was. I miss you. I love you jake.

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(A/N) I feel a little evil and sad but fuck it also 3 chapters in one day ! Please vote x