y/n comes back to london to visit Talia,freya and simon but she stays a little longer and finds love and a family with the sidemen.
started ~ 11th November 2019
finished ~ 8th December 2019
(A/N) you dont need to read this but GUYS TODAY IS HARRYS BIRTHDAY WOO 🥳
Once I had started to drink the nervous voice in the back of my head disappeared. I was doing your normal party things dancing eating all that shit when I felt my phone vibrate on my pocket. Someone was ringing me. I had a look and it said ex there was no way in hell I was picking that up; I put my phone on silent and carried on my night. All in all I was one of the best nights.
'C'mon' harry urged grabbing my hand to take me upstairs. Everyone had left now and people were heading to sleep so we were doing the same. I watched as harry took of his t shirt to change, I stared at him for a moment, I knew he has noticed. He then took of his trousers leaving him in his boxers. 'Haz' I mumbled 'yeah baby' holy fucking moly that was the first time he had called me a generic nickname sksksk. 'My clothes are in the other room' I stated. I watched as he rummaged through his draws and pulled out a hoodie one of his blue ones. I as pretty sure it was his favourite. I took of my 2 piece dress with the help of harry and wiped of my make up only to slip on Harry's hoodie.
I could feel Harry's eyes on my body as I had my legs exposed but I ignored it and wiggled in next to him. It felt odd my bare skin against his, a nice odd, there was a sense of home. 'Goodnight I love you haz' I spoke. His arms squeezed me closer if that was possible 'and I love you y/n/n'. With that we fell asleep and I completely forgot about my ex.
Waking up in the morning I wasnt as bad as everyone else because I hadn't drunk as much, therefore I ended up caring for harry and the others I didn't mind much because i did love these idiots. I had finished off making them all drinks to help and getting them some paracetamol. I got another call this time I picked up 'what do yo-' he cut me off 'where are you' I felt nervous about it but I knew I couldnt let him know that 'my house why?' I shouldnt of picked up 'I wouldnt leave I'd regret it if Iwere you' oh no 'or what' his response was what I was terrified of 'you'll get hurt, should've never left me' I heard the sound of the phone ending and I felt my legs just dropped I leaned against the closest wall and broke. The first tears came but then they didnt stop and I knew no one would be there to help because they were all asleep. StopI told myself. I was not gonna let him of all people control my life.
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I knew my post was the right thing,I knew he was seeing them. It made me a little more confident. I wiped my still running tears and tried to think about who to tell. I decided I'd tell josh but then I got a text Ex Tell anyone your little drug secret is out, to the whole world
Oh no. Well that meant the first plan was ruined, this meant I could tell no one because if I did my entire career would end. I was thinking of some sort of plan or explanation for why now he was doing this now. Why didnt he do it after we broke up. And then it dawned on me. Harry. He was doing it now because I was in a relationship with harry. I took a deep breath and reminded myself of who I was and that no one could control me, I would figure this out. (A/N) PLEASE PLEASE VOTE x
