Simon's little sister *wroetoshaw*✔

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It was a message from my ex saying
Come downstairs quietly

I knew I had too I had no choice, I kissed Harry's cheek and headed to the door. I wasnt going to open it I wasnt stupid but I gave our investigator a text saying he was outside and he told me they were on their way to arrest him. I only had to stall him for a little. 'What do you want' I murmured my forehead leaning against the door. 'I thought I'd come check up on you' I heard muffled by the door 'wow so kind' by now the boys had sat on the floor in front of the door listening. 'I came to genuinely check y/n/n' I shuddered at him using my nickname 'dont call me that' I said to him bluntly. 'Fine but when was the last time they really checked on you, do they know how alone you can get? Do they know that you feel like you want to die whenever you dont have company? Do any of them ever ask if your mental health is okay?' He was pretty much shouting now.

I clenched my fist digging my nails deep into my hands leaving painful marks. Jack had always been good at this, he could manipulate people into believing or doing anything and right now I tried to remember his goal was getting me next to him. 'No jack they dont check wanna know why because I'm happier I dont feel like that anymore' I knew I was lying but oh well. 'Well that's a lie isnt it' I hesitated before answering him I sighed knowing I was going to have to talk to him for longer. I slid down the door and heard him do the same.

'You're right you know; every single fucking moment I'm alone I think bout it, that's why we worked it was constant shouting and ranting our problems to each other. I think you've lied to yourself, you don't miss me you miss having a personal punching bag and trust me so do I. It's hard living here not exploding but I'm so much better because I'm happy as well on top where as with you i wasnt' I finished. I could hear his breaths and I knew he was trying to think of anything to say to that. I made brief eye contact with the boys but I felt full of guilt. 'You've always been broken' was the only comment in return. I laughed a little a light laugh. 'Yeah I am' in the back of my head I remembered why we were together, for these conversations but he hurt me and always got too angry. I felt my phone vibrate and I looked down too see a message saying going in 'Jack' I piped. 'Yes' his short reply was. 'I'm really sorry for this' I whispered so quietly I'd be surprised if he heard. I could hear them reading him his rights and what not. 'Its okay I love you' I heard him yell being pulled into a car. I opened the door to see the investigators and police. Jack was in the back of a car, I watched as the scene played out infront of my eyes. The boys were thanking everyone for their help as was I but when no one was looking i found my self  wandering over to the car he was in the back of in. I layed out my palm across the window 'thank you' I mouthed at him. 'For what' he asked 'making me, me' I said turning to walk away from him not giving him a second glance.

I was glad that that part of my life was over and I didnt have to worry but i knew the boys were now going to constantly check on me after our conversation, I would carry on not telling them though. Once back in the house I gave harry a hug 'thank you for not getting angry' he lifted my chin slightly 'I could never be angry with you' I smiled at him giving him a peck and going to join the other boys in the lounge.

That night was nice we just chilled freya and Talia came over we hesd a long chat like I said we would. About everything Jack and my drug issue which they already knew but i could say they were proud i told the boys. This was definitely one of my favourite nights. It was just so relaxed and chilled. We even managed to film a video for the more sidemen channel which was endless laughs. By the end of the night harry and I headed up to Harry's room this night and did our normal routines before sleep. We got into bed and kissed, a little longer than usual normal and I was seconds away from sleeping when I heard him say 'I will check up on you always from now on I love you' I smiled into his chest, 'and I love you haz forever and always'

(A/N) IMPORTANT this ain't the end but just a sweet ending or is it ;) also what is with me and writing at midnight ?! Please vote all my love x