Our infinity love is our forever promise (R5 fanfiction Ryland Lynch Rocky Lynch Rocky Lynch Rydel Lynch Ross Lynch)

Chapter 8

Me and Rose hung out yesterday. It was great. I love Rose but the thing is he likes me as a friend. She loves Rocky. And Rocky likes her. Have you seen the way they look at each other?! This might turn into a nightmare for me. I want Rose. I don't want Rocky and Rose to be together. We are meant to be. It's not fair. Rose is in school at the moment. That reminds me. Ryland. He likes her too. This life is impossible for me! Ryland is gonna confess his love for her. Sigh. He is gonna go big. He doesn't see that she likes Rocky. But why Rocky! He is the dirty player. I'm gonna become really close with Rose and become best friends first. This sounds like I'm friend zoning her. I just wanna become close so she knows who i am first. And it's working. We are now really close. We are best friends. It's time to ask her out. But thats all wrecked by Ryland and Rocky. What am i gonna do?!
*Rockys POV*
I love Rose. A lot. I can see she is getting to like me. I wanna change for her and ask her out but Ryland is confessing his love for her. It's gonna go wrong. I can tell. And i can tell that Riker likes her. Well she is irresistible. I love Rose too much for anyone to ruin it all. Riker is getting Rose to like him. I know she likes me. I just want her to know that i really really like her. And that i would do anything for her. Anything. She is just my world. My heart. My life. My universe. My everything. I want to spend the rest of my life with her. Have children. And grand children. And die together. And have our graves right next to each other so i can still be by her side. I want our love to last. I want it to solid as gold rock. I just want her love. It's killing me that I don't have it.
*Roses POV*
Who do i love? This is a hard question. I do love Spencer but he is in England. It's impossible. But he is always in my heart. Always a piece for him. But Rocky. Riker. I don't know. I love then both. Rocky still with his games. So that makes it go down. So erm Riker? I don't know!!!! It keeps me up at night. Every night. But if one of them give me their heart. I will fall for them more than the other person. I dunno I can't think about it right now. I need to concentrate on my school work. But I can't! These thoughts flood my mind everyday! It's not good for me. It's eating me alive. I will go on in life with these thoughts. They're driving me mental. I can't talk about it anymore. I will have a mental meltdown in class. Don't wanna do that.
"Erm Rose!" I heard a voice. I looked up and it was Ryland. "Hmm" i couldn't be bothered to say anything. " erm the bell went 5 minutes ago" he said looking at me. "Oh sorry was in deep thoughts" i said grabbing my bag and getting out my seat and put the classroom door. I walked straight to Rylands car and leaned against the door and i looked at my feet. My thoughts creeped to my mind and i was thinking of Rocky and Riker again. Speaking of Rocky. I see him kissing another girl in his kissing spot. He looked at me. Gosh this is getting old. He smiled but it wasn't a warm smile. It was like he felt bad or something. He quickly left the girl and down a road out of sight. "Ready to go?" I heard Rylands voice. I turned around and found Ryland walking to the other side of the car. He got in and started the ignition. I got in and Ryland drove away.
We finally got to the house. I had my hand in the door about to open it but the. I felt another hand on it stopping my actions. I looked and Ryland had leaned over to stop me. I gave him a confused look. " i need to talk to you" he said letting go. "We can talk inside" i said getting out and shutting the door i strated walking to the door. "I need to talk to you in private" i heard him shout. I stopped and turned around and said "okay what is it?" I said slowly walking to his direction. "Your beautiful, funny, amazing, entertaining and just fabulous. Erm Rose. I love you. Do you feel the same way?"
Oh my gosh. He didn't. He likes me? I like him as a friend. I can't break his heart. But I can't just say i love him. I don't love him. His not really my type should i say? I just don't like him. "Oh erm Ryland. This is awkward. Erm i only like you as a friend..." I broke his heart. I broke him. He got back in the car and drove off. I saw tears in his eyes. I made him cry. What did i do? I ran inside and walked up the stairs. I got to the last step and looked up. I looked to my left and saw Rocky, Ryland, Riker and Ross standing there. "Did you hear?" I said. They nodded and Rydel added " and saw" i gave them a weak awkward smile ( if you know what i mean?) and walked straight ahead into Rydels room. I dropped my bag and flopped onto the air mattress and thought what just happened. Sigh. I broke my friends heart and everyone knows about it. Great. I heard knocking on Rydels door. I turned around and it was Riker. I sat up. "Hey" he said sitting next to me. "hey" i said. Looking at the floor. "Don't feel guilty" he said rubbing my back. I sighed. "I broke my friends heart"
"Yeah well you don't feel that way about him do you? You don't have to be forced to like him. You can like who you want. It's your choice" he said pushing a stand of my hair behind my ear. I leaned my head on his shoulder."it's too much for me"
"what is?"
"Love. I don't know who i love"
"Follow toy heart" riker said and ten he stood up and left the room.
Why is life so hard to live?

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