Our infinity love is our forever promise (R5 fanfiction Ryland Lynch Rocky Lynch Rocky Lynch Rydel Lynch Ross Lynch)

Chapter 21

I kissed Spencer. What am I gonna do! What if Rocky finds out! W-what if Spencer told rocky! I kept telling myself while pacing back and forth in my bedroom.

I decided to have a quick shower and get into my high waisted black shorts and my black top with all of my friends names on it in blue. I tucked the top into my shorts. I put my place converse on as well.

I went down stairs and into the kitchen. Rydel was there. "Morning" I said.
"Morning!!" She replied.

I got out a glass and a carton of juice. I stared into space replaying the moment from yesterday in my mind. That spark. What does it mean? Love I know. But what is the REAL meaning?

"Rose!!" I heard Rydel shout
"Huh?" I said. I then looked down and saw that I was pouring the juice into the cup but it started to over flow and spill everywhere. "Shit!" I said putting the carton on the counter.

I grabbed loads of towels and tissues and started to clean it up. Rydel came and helped. "Right Rose something is on your mind" she said putting the tissues in the bin. I sighed. I slumped onto a chair and stared at the table.

"Would you tell me?" Rydel said.
"I kissed him..."
"Kissed who?"
"Spencer! I kissed Spencer Rydel and I don't know what to do!" I said and started crying.

She came over and comforted me. This is why I love Rydel. She doesn't get mad. She just helps me. She is a tie sister.

"I didn't mean to. B-but it felt right " I said after calming down.

"So you have feelings for him?"
"Yes. I do. I admit it. I never stopped liking him. He has been mean and cruel to me in the put but... He came to California for me. But then Rocky. I love rocky with all my heart. I am just so confused!!"

"Alright we you just have to find which one is your true love" she said. She walked out and I was left alone.

I should be alone. I deserve to be alone. I don't need anyone in my life. Other people make my life complicated and it ruins everything

Moments later I heard someone coming down the stairs. Rocky walked into the kitchen. "Baby what wrong?" He asked.

"Er...mm.. Personal things. Yeah" I said.
"Okay. If you just need to talk, I am here" he said. I stood up and wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him into a tight hug.

I don't want to hurt rocky. A tear ran down my face. I can't hurt rocky! I kept telling myself. I let go and stared into his eyes. He leaned in and kissed me with all the passion he had in him.

I heard the doorbell ring, the door open and close and then some small mutters. Seconds later someone walked into the kitchen but stopped their actions when they saw us.

Me and rocky released and we turned our heads. Spencer. Letting my arms go of Rockys neck, I took a half a step back. I looked to the ground. "I think I'm going to school now" I said.

"Do you need a ride?" Rocky said.
"No I'm fine. I was going there on my penny board"
"Do you want a ride?" Spencer said. I thought about it.
"No. I-I'm going on my penny board" I said leaving the room and getting my penny board from upstairs.

I quickly grabbed it and ran downstairs and straight out the door. I rode down to the school. I saw Spencer with all the girls around him. I picked up my penny board and hid my face. I scurried past the crowd. Luckily they didn't see me.

"Rose! Rose wait up!" I heard behind me. British accent. Spencer. I looked back and he was trying to get out the crowd of girls. I turned back around and ran into school.

I saw Alice. I ran to her and hugged her. I cried and cried and cried into her shoulder. There was no point crying. I-it's just hard to choose. You know?

I love fairy tales.

But I'm not liking how this one is ending.

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