Last year I met this guy named Josh. He's 5'10", black,funny, muscular,extroverted, and sweet. For the longest time I wanted to date him. He rides my bus so I see him everyday. He said that he liked me and he wished he could date me. The only reason he said he wished he could date me was Bc my parents don't want me dating a different race other than white, and to get into my pants.
About 2 months ago( September something,2019) I realized that I didn't like him anymore and that I shouldn't have to try to get someone to actually like me as much as I did. I never really noticed his bestfriend Alex. I always knew he was physically appealing.
Alex is 6'4", black,funny, cute/sexy/handsome, muscular, and an introvert but once you get to know him he is so sweet and perfect. He always gets me to laugh so hard that I start crying and can't stop smiling.
I'm myself when I'm with him or just talk/text/FaceTime him. My heart rate increases from 70-80's to 90-100's in about 2 minutes when we talk to one another. Whenever he smiles my heart explodes.
He makes me so happy and I honestly don't give two shits if my parents don't approve of me dating a different race than my own. It's my life.
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HumorIf you are reading this, I sometimes just need to write down my feelings and get away from everything. I was going through this "book" when I realized that everything that happened to me was for a reason. I laugh at my feelings for what was going on...
