It's like all I think about is you. When ever I think I'm over you, I remember how happy we used to be. I put on a fake smile bc my heart still beats for u. I usually get over guys quick but I keep thinking of you.
I hate the fact that u trusted others over me; but even after that,I still love you. Why do I cry just thinking of u. You said it would have been different if we were actually dating but it wouldn't have.
You blue eyes, blond hair, typical boy that girls fall for. Why do I fall so hard only to be crushed. You said u LOVED me but u lied. All I want to do is hug you but if I even see you I might cry. Why do I still love you.
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As I look back on this chapter in my life I start laughing. This guy was and still is a complete and utter asshole. I fell for him hard and got heart broken because he trusted another person over his girlfriend. He has this new gf and I honestly don't know how she is with him. She is so smart and caring while he is I can't even describe him. I remember Valentine's Day when I asked him what happened? What did I do wrong? How can we fix this? I truest wanted to fix things. All he said was "I already said what was needed to be said." At the time I didn't understand and I was also dealing with my bestfriends bs so I had a lot of stress on me but you know what? WE DONT GIVE AF ABOUT NO BITCH
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HumorIf you are reading this, I sometimes just need to write down my feelings and get away from everything. I was going through this "book" when I realized that everything that happened to me was for a reason. I laugh at my feelings for what was going on...
