If I apologize
maybe I can fix it
this mess of a person
the hole I have dug
is far too deep
all I can say is
"I'm sorry"
but you'll never hear
the trembling
in my voice
or feel
the tears streaming
down my face
you do not know
what I feel
you can understand it
but you cannot feel me
my pain is great
and I do not
want you
to bare it
you and I
are both shattered
but I do not
want
to shatter you worse
my hands
are covered
in glass
there are dog teeth
lying on the ground
in my hole
please
bury me
with my burdens
throw dirt
over my faults
and I
let me lay
in silence