Her hair coils in small springs
of perfect sunshine with her smile
that lay upon miles and miles of endless beauty
she reminds me of warm summer nights
were love was something only we knew
and the world would never know
you left for so long
I began to hate blonde
it was never the same beauty
as I remembered of you
but you came back to what
to hunt to kill
just to hurt me?
torment my every movement
she will realize
I am not the me she once knew
the me she once loved
for I have someone else who loves me
the real and raw me
she fed off my sadness and fear
maybe never even loving me
or giving me a chance to do anything
to stop the manipulation
and hurt that damaged me
it damaged me so bad I let the dark
and disgusting touch me
they rummaged my mind
to break me further
so that i was unlovable
and now I am back to that
what am I to do
