Fight Night (Book 1)

Fight Night (29) Re-Edited

Savannah's P.O.V

The rest of the day I locked myself in the guestroom, replaying every moment we had together and it all came to an end with him saying 'Its all apart of the job'

"Savannah, you need to eat. You haven't eaten all day." His voice disgusted me. How could he do this? How could he do this to me? "Savannah?"

"Go away Cage, leave me alone. I don't want to see you, I don't want you around me and I don't need to eat. I am not in the mood okay? Now leave me alone."

"Savannah, you know I have the keys right?"

"Cage..." Why was he suddenly showing me so much concern?

"Too late, in here now. Eat food Savannah."

" I said I'm not hungry." Seeing him made my stomach sick. I know he never forced himself on me, whatever happened I was an equal part in it but... I felt used, disgusting.

"Fine. Like I care." Not looking at him I stare down at the comforter " why don't you look at me?"

"Because I don't want too."

" look public resources usually end up in a state of shock after each mission. I need to know you are okay for the sake of the agency. "

Resource, all I was to him was a public resource. " I'm fine. You can just leave the food over there."

Clearing his throat, " right, don't be mad at Ellie, she-"

" Don't tell me what to do."

Growing frustrated with me, he grabbed my face roughly "First, don't interrupt me when I'm speaking, second look me in the eyes when I'm talking to you and third Elena dropped out of the mission the second I came in. Everything that happen she has no part in it."

I push his hand away roughly " Stop touching me, Cage."

I felt the food coming up again, pushing him away farther I ran into the bathroom throwing up into the toilet making sure to lock the door this time. " Savannah, Savannah open the door. "

Rolling my eyes at him I slowly pick myself off the ground and begin to rinse my mouth and splash some water on my face. "Savannah, Would you just open the door. Stop being a pain in the ass."

" If I'm such a pain in the ass, why are you showing so much concern towards me?" I hear him groan from the other side of the door

"UMDA doesn't leave assets alone, we need to check if what you gave us is real so while that process is going through, I need you to be safe and healthy. Otherwise, I don't give two shits about you."

Pulling myself together, I open the bathroom door seeing him leaning against the door frame, "Why are you throwing up? This is the second time today."

"I don't know," I knew, I was disgusted by his touch

"Right, eat something." I walk past him and slide into bed with the tray in my hand and pick up a cracker dipping it into the soup, He watched me for a while then left hearing Dove call for him.

I want to leave this place and get away from him. The depressing thing about it all, you know, is that I still adore him. Gradually, I sensed tears trickling down my cheeks. It wasn't because of him; he wasn't deserving of my tears; rather, my illusion of his true nature was upended by the reality of who he truly was.