Dear: Who Now?!

Chapter 17

An hour and a half later, mom returns looking calmer than she did before. "Sorry I took so long, I got distracted and kinda lost - stupid housing ruins everything." She plops down beside me. "You ready to go?" I nod my head and we both stand up and walk to the car. The car ride is silent. Before I know it, we're back at Blade's house and in before I can blink. "Where were you guys? Where's Blade and Khayla?" Kayla asks mom the SECOND we step foot in the apartment. I close the door behind me as mom answers. "We went to our highschool reunion - My friends surprised me with it at breakfast. Blade went to and Khayla joined - although I don't think she had any fun; just like Ophelia over here." Mom says looking at me. I shrug. Kayla's eyes get all wide and she starts whining. "WHAT? You guys went out to breakfast AND the reunion WITHOUT ME?!" I let out an annoyed sigh. I don't bother stick around to listen and head to Khayla's room where I close the door and flop onto her bed. I thought this trip was about me or something - not that I care but now it's all about mom! This has been the most boring trip I've ever endured! I don't care about mom's friends or the memories they made or where they went to school - I LITERALLY DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCK!!! This is my summer vacation and I'm being stuck following my stupid mother and her friends around! I HATE THIS! I growl into the pillow and squeeze my eyes shut. I'm bothered by Khayla who sneaks up on me and shoves my face deeper into the pillow and scares the shit out of me as well. Scareaming, I bolt up and flip around and look at her. "What the FUCK?!" Is all I can manage to get out. She laughs. "Wanna go outside?" She asks me while giving me a knowing smirk. I quickly nod my head and follow her out. I ignore literally everyone in the living room. 

Five minutes later we're back down the hill and by the tree. Khayla pulls out two blunts and hands one to me. I take it and wait for her to light hers so I can light mine. It's a little difficult but somehow I manage and take a deep breath from it before choking slightly and letting it out. Coughing and sputtering ensue all the while I just keep trying to breathe. Finally it passes and I go back to smoking. "Wasn't that thing STUUUUPID?!" Khayla asks me. I nod my head, not even having to ask what she's talking about. "Why are you always so quiet?" She asks me suddenly. I look up from the blade of grass I was gazing at and shrug my shoulders. She continues to look at me like she's waiting for an answer. Knowing I'm probably not getting out of this, I let a sigh escape my lips before I try to formulate an answer. "I don't know. It's just who I am I guess. I watch the world and the people around me - my surroundings. I take them in and think about them. I don't know!" I end lamely. I look to her and she nods her head slowly as if she understands and we fall back into silence for a bit.

"Wanna play truth or dare?" Khayla asks me. "No!" I say quickly and thoroughly disgusted at the idea "I HATE that game!" I tell her vehemently. She's quiet then opens her mouth again, I mentally facepalm as I wait for whatever it is that she's about to say. "Do you have any pets at your house?" I shake my head. "Nope. Apparently I tried killing them when I was a kid or something." I look at Kkay and her eyes are wide in horror. "What about you?" I ask her in an attempt to make her stop looking at me like that. She shakes her head. "We use to have a brown pitbull named Karamel but dad got rid of her - I don't know why though; I think it was mom's idea." She shrugs her shoulders and gazes off as if in thought. We puff on our blunts and she starts again. "Ever kiss a boy?" She asks all giggly and looks at me. My mood immediately turns sour. I try to keep the thoughts at bay. "Nope - haven't even dated one either. What about you?" Khayla looks at me with shock. "Are you serious?! You're what - seventeen and you've never down anything?!" She pauses a  moment before adding - "God you're REALLY sheltered!" She shakes her head and thinks some more. "Ever kiss a girl?" Not expecting this question, I look at her faster than lightning. "No!" I tell her quickly. Before I know what's happening, she gets really close to me and starts kissing me! Not thinking about it, I gasp in shock - which is the wrong move - because she starts putting her tongue in my mouth and moving it around. I try to pull away but she grabs me and pushes me down so I'm laying in the grass. My head feels cloudy and I don't feel right - like I'm not all there. Then she gets on top of me - slightly and starts grinding her body on me while kissing me. I don't know why but for some reason everything just feels sooooo good and I can't help the moan that escapes me. I start kissing her back. My hands seem to have a mind of their own as they move to her head, tangle in her hair and tug her to me more (if possible). She lets out a moan and we keep kissing. I feel one of her hands come between us and squeeze my boob. I let out a loud and shocked moan and I tug on her hair again, making her moan. Her hand wanders lower and somehow we're fucking naked, rolling around in the grass and making out. I don't bother stopping her because it feels so damn good! I don't remember us getting naked, I don't remember much to be honest. Before I can even try to think a second more, Khayla shoves two fingers in me, making me scream into her mouth. She pulls away a little bit and whispers. "It's okay, I'm here, I promise I won't hurt you." Her breath fans my face as she says that and I make some kind of noise. She kisses me gently and goes back to what she's doing for a bit before kissing all the way down me to my - mm-mm. I gasp loud as hell when her tongue touches me. I moan some more and just let it happen. 

Ten minutes later, we're laying in the grass, in each other's arms, just looking at each other with little smiles on our faces. "I'm sorry if that was so sudden." Khayla whispers to me. "I just - I've liked you since you got here and I know you're leaving soon - I wanted to take the chance while I had it." She tells me quickly. I don't say anything but I kiss her for a minute before pulling away and looking up at the now dark sky. "Khay?" I ask. "Mhm?" She responds. "How long have we been out here?" I ask her quietly. I feel her tap around for her phone and gasp. "Ohmygod! It's 9:55 pm! We better get inside!" She hurriedly gets up and starts getting dressed while I continue to lay there. I know I should be following suit but I just can't - I don't have the energy in me. I hear her muttering something about how fast time flies when you're high but I don't bother acknowledging it.  Suddenly she's swimming in my vision, upside down and smiling. "Come on O! We gotta get inside, we probably have a shit ton of mosquito bites already! Plus we need dinner- I'm hungry!" I smile up at her. "I'm the hungry one! you just ate!" I give her a cheesy grin and laugh when I hear her gasp as she catches onto what I said. "Bitch!" She says laughing. I feel her try to get my clothes on but I don't bother helping and she quickly grows frustrated. "O! Help meeeee! Or I'm leaving you here." She tells me. I shrug my shoulders but slowly get up and get myself all fixed up. She stands up and holds her hand down to me. I grab it and she hoists me up. Hand in hand, we make our way to her home and only let go when she opens the front door. 

"Where have you guys been? - Oh it's just you guys." Kayla says as she looks up at us from the couch. I look at her a second then go into the kitchen to make myself a sandwich. I'm lathering my piece of bread with mayo when my ass is grabbed and I let out a squeal before a hand is slapped over my face and a familiar voice infiltrates my ears. "Shhh! My mom is right out there- she'll hear you!" With that being said, I calm immediately and go back to fixing my sandwich. I ignore Khayla's advances and try not to react. When she least expects it, I swat her ass and act as if I didn't do anything when she quickly turns around. "Whaaat?" I ask in an  annoyed tone with my mouth full of food. She glares at me and whispers. "Hurry up with that sandwich! I have better things for you to eat." I choke on the bite of food in my mouth and start coughing with wide eyes. Khayla gives me a seductive smile and a little laugh before prancing out of the kitchen to presumably her room. I eat my food as fast as I possibly can and run down the hall to Khayla's room. I open the door to see her naked on her bed. Gasping I stand and stare at her a moment. "Close and lock the door and get over here!" I do as she says and get right to work on my dessert....