I stood up quickly when the bell rang. I patiently waited for Matt to get his papers packed up. When he walked up, he did his classic cheesy smile. I just smiled back in response. He stuck his binder under his left arm, and grabbed my hand with his right hand. I wrapped my fingers around his hand as we swung them back and forth. We got some shitty looks, mostly from the jealous cheerleading team. We also got some smiles, which made me happy.
We reached the cafeteria, Matthew let go of my hand and held the door open. I mouthed "Thank you" he just shrugged and tilted his head to the right. I walked straight to where we usually sat. I was greeted by all of the boys smiling faces.
I decided not to eat, I was too stressed too. I was worried about everything. My exams, Matt, school work, Matt, Track, Matt, Friday, Matt. I tried to tell myself to calm down, but I just couldn't. I zoned out, as the boys voices became background noise.
I was starting to wonder about us. Matt and I. What were we? Friends? Best friends? Or more than that? I shook my head as all these damn thoughts slammed through my head. I didn't know what the hell I was thinking. We hadn't even been on one date and I've only really known him for about 2 weeks. Yes, we kissed, but I was drunk and stupid. I wanted to be more than friends honestly, we needed more time. I'm just afraid we won't talk anymore once summer comes, which was only 3 weeks away. He's going to want to socialize with his friends and will probably completely forget about me.
I almost fell out of my seat when I felt a cold hand on my shoulder. I turned around to face Matt, who was laughing his ass off. I slapped him lightly on the chest.
" HAHA very funny." I said sarcastically
" It was. What were ya thinkin about? He asked sounding too interested.
" Oh just my plans for summer." I lied
" OOOH am I in them? I better be." He asked trying to sound stern
" Hmm I can try to squeeze you in." Even though I was pretty damn sure I had no plans.
" Good." He said laying his hand on my upper thigh
