"Y/n! Hurry up it's starting!" Demi yelled at you from downstairs on the couch of your studio apartment. You ran upstairs to change into sweatpants but with her yelling at you, you said fuck it and left your pants off. Running down the stairs in just your thong and a big t-shirt you plopped on the couch and got under your blanket. Demi intensely stared at the screen as the beginning of the new horror movie blared through your speakers, but you couldn't focus on anything but the way her eyes glistened with the light from the screen. They way her freckles fell perfectly in line with her eyebrows. They was the flinched at the loud sounds. You looked at the screen for the first time just in time to see a terrifying looking man pop out and you jumped and screamed. You snuggled into Demi's side, shaking, "Awh y/n! It's not real honey, come here." She said in a soft baby voice before opening her arms giggling. You immediately snuggled into her chest looking for some sort of protection. Loosing any focus on the movie, you focused on the feeling of Demi's soft skin on yours, the feeling of her chest rising and falling. You focused on her thigh on yours. See you were absolutely in love with Demi and she had no idea. Being best friends with Demi has it's cons, you had to watch her fall in and out of love with every man she falls for. Knowing it's not you she gushes about to her family or who she posts about on her insta story with pink hearts.
"Y/N!" Snapping you from your thoughts Demi looks at you concerned, "I called you 8 times, what's wrong?" You froze, taking in how you were now sitting up and she was still close to you. "I was spaced out sorry. I'm exhausted." She chuckled as you dramatically threw yourself backwards on to your back. "Then just go to bed. I'll even carry you." She stood up and scooped you up effortlessly. Heading for the stairs you stared at her, taking in every little detail. Eventually she made eye contact and her breath hitched, you looked at the celling trying to ignore the moment you both just had. Continuing up the stairs she was silent. "Here you go!" She shouted as she threw you across your room on to the bed, "How the actual fuck did you throw me all the way over here?" She giggled and climbed into bed with you, "Because I'm stronger than superman." and she cuddled into you and fell asleep.
You couldn't sleep with her so peacefully cuddled in your bed. It was perfect. You eventually gave up on sleep and pulled out your notebook, continuing the song you started about Demi. She asked you to perform one of your songs at her LA show so you decided to write a new one, Tear In My Heart
" she's the tear in my heart, i'm on fire "
Letting a few tears slip, you take a calming breath and closed your notebook. Laying back onto the bed you exhaled and cuddles into your best friend beside you. Turning over Demi pulled you into her chest in her sleep, as if it was natural. Letting the sound of her breath sooth you, you fell asleep.
