solace || poetry

forty six

its hard to write poetry when your head is cloudy
when your own feelings no longer make sense
so neither do your words.
i can write for hours upon hours
but the emotion cannot be conveyed
and the weight of my words are diluted
with cryptic messages only known to me.
the only way i can describe it
is being exhausted
constantly exhausted.
with this all being said,
i apologize for not updating in months,
im trying to find myself and discover who i want to become.