22. Help Me

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Help me
End my bearings
Push me off the roof
Or suffocate me
Help me feel something
I am alive, I need a proof
My blood runs thin
And I feel nothing
Save me from this abuse
This hollow I have never been
My albums are empty
And colours have left the fruits

I can't even drink the cold coffee
Or feel lonely
To emotions I have become immune
I observe but nothing can be seen
The paint has dried and the canvas is still white
The happiness is on an impossible route
I blurred the memories
So no more tears they bring.

Help me, can you?
There is no more tree
Or bushes I foresee
Or any flower to bloom.
With liveliness,
I am done playing hide and seek
Or with the hope that I lost.
There is dark and hazy
Pain and frenzy, or maybe,
It is just me, looking at harsh reality.

___________

Huz



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