Endless

1. Dried up tears

I've been fighting for a long long time
My limbs are giving up, do I have to cry?

You say ,change yourself to someone better
I always try, but I'm not comfortable

Fake laughs and fake smiles
Dried up tears on pillows at night

Hugging myself to stop the shiver
Calling for help and painting pictures

Be bright and you'll be happy, they say
But they don't know that those days have strayed

How long would the night stay?
How long would it pour rain?

Go on, and stay
fight and behave

What about the pain?
What about the pain?

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Love, ❣ huz