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31- THICC- HAN JISUNG

PROTAGONIST: JISUNG

YOU AS: KIM AREUM

GENRE: ANGST, FLUFF.

"Omg! I have gained so much weight!" I screamed as I stood on the scales looking at the reading screaming a big 60.

"No Areum, you haven't. You're perfect" I heard my overly loving boyfriend call at me.

My heart fluttered at his comment uptill this day, I unintentionally cupped my cheeks as blood rushed towards them sending me through an era of ecstasy but what brought me back was the reading on the scale.

"Jisung?" I stated advancing towards him and standing right infront of him as he was busy looking something through on his phone.

"Yeah Ari?" He said placing his phone aside because he knew that I didn't like it when he uses his phone when I'm talking to him.

"Will you love me even if I'm 60kgs?" I said, my brows furrowed in tension.

"Ari... I'll love you even if you're 70kgs or more... I'll love you everyday and every night of my life, and these digits, they don't matter anything until you're happy... Understand?" He said pulling me onto his lap, stradelling me carefully as if I was a child.

"Really?" I said as I hugged his body closer to mine inhaling his lemongrassy cologne that I loved.

"Absolutely, so don't even think about losing a pound because I like you the way you are." He said caressing my hair, kissing my head.

"Jisung, you should stop spoiling me" I said giggling.

"About that! Let's go out to eat something, I'm so hungryyy!" He groaned tightly hugging my body as I stood up from his lap.

"Okay, I'll be back, give me a minute to get ready." I said rushing to the bathroom after pulling a dress out of my closet.

"Make it quick!" He called behind me.

As I stood infront of the mirror and stripped my clothes off, I noticed how chubby I had got, my legs had gotten thicker than before and I almost lost my thigh gap. My stomach was also not very flat like before and my arms had gotten flabby. When did I seem to gain so much fat?

But then I thought about Jisung's encouraging words... That guy never failed to amaze me by the choice of his words, it was as if he had been mermorizing some romantic lines from Shakespears' novels and poetry. But then again, he was spoiling me... He always made sure I had proper meals each day and he'd buy me all those chocolates and God knows how many other calories.

I know that he did it out of pure love and nothing else but it was high-time I controlled myself before everything went out of my hands. I didn't want to become fat, it was my biggest fear. I didn't want to face my relatives and the society and there comments, that went like:

'Omg, Areum you shouldn't eat that!'

'Areum, join a gym'

'Shouldn't you cut down on sugars a bit sweety?'

'When I was your age, I was 52kgs".

Most importantly I feared that I didn't want to lose Jisung.

What if he loses interest in me if I get fat? What if he falls for someone else because he doesn't find me attractive anymore? What if I become a reason people look at him weirdly when we hold hands and walk through the city? What if he starts feeling ashamed of me?

Such what if's took over my mind as I slowly scrubbed away all the dirt and let the water run down the dips and crests of my body. I soon jumped back toward the mirror and pulled on my knee length flowy dress. But as I wore it, I felt a little exposed eventhough I had worn it quite a few times before but I suddenly felt naked.