Mummy Jen // JENLISA

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LISA POV

The past few weeks I've been avoiding Jennie & she has been trying to speak to me and apologise but no I won't let her.

Although it's been hard avoiding her , my feelings for her hadn't reduced , not one bit. 

I won't let her because I'm falling for her , and as fucked up as it is , I can't take the fact that she'll leave us soon.

She has Jimin who apparently is obsessed with her in her office & I'm just evil Marco's daughter. Jennie's settled I guess. Why do I want something more.

Why do I want Jennie around me all the time , spreading her wisdom and her beautiful smile which is so contagious.

When Irene , Jennie and I went out , I saw so many men looking at her , they probably wanted her but saw her engagement ring.

I want her , fuck I want her. I need to block her out though , she didn't come for me , she won't stay here for me & she deserves a lot better than me.

My thoughts were interrupting me during the day , I realised I couldn't handle it so thats when I went to the bar with Jisoo and Chae , obviously with our fake ID's.

I was drunk as ever after 2 hours in the bar & managed to bring a girl home , fuck I didn't ask her name I think it was Mimi I just needed Jennie out of my system.

I drove us both to my house and as I was entering I see Jennie with my father on the couch. I can see fury in her eyes as she looks at this girl holding my hand.

I ignore Jennie and my dad as he knows I always bring girls home , I haven't since Jennie was at the centre of my brain , even if I didn't fuck Jennie ever , she was the best experience and right now I wanna kiss the fucking shit out of her.

I walked off and was holding Mimi's hand , she clearly was drunk out of her head. We both were walking upstairs

"Stoooooop right there" Jennie shouts

Mimi seems terrified of her , I mean Jennie has scary cat eyes , but they turn soft when she looks at you with adoration. I used to think she did with me.

"Hi I'm Momo" the girl says

"Come down here please Momo" Jennie says to her , and Momo was a bit scared of her so she did listen.

"What are you doing?" I growl at Jennie who decided to interrupt Mimi & I.

"Momo isn't going to your bedroom whilst she's intoxicated" she replies back with so much attitude whilst she takes Momo's hand , Momo obliged to Jennie I don't know she seems different from how she was grinding on me in the fucking bar.

"Momo do you wanna call your parents or should I drop you home?" She calmly says to Momo

"What the fuck? Who are you to decide what happens between Mimi & I" I shout at her whilst slurring , I'm drunk as ever and Jennie looks angry with me , fuck her.

"It's momo" the girl says back

"MOMO" I shout

"This is my house Lisa" she smiles cockily at me. Her eye contact is intense with mine , we have a stare off and I sigh and break it off. Those fucking eyes of hers.

The ones that have now made me miserable as fucking ever.

"DAD tell her" I shout at my dad

"Hey hey hey , don't talk to your mother like that Lisa" he says unbothered whilst flicking through the TV channels

"Come on Momo lets get you home" she holds Momo's shoulder , Momo seems to oblige with Jennie , I guess Jennie has that boss character to her because even my fucking dad was on Jennie's side.