Mummy Jen // JENLISA

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JENNIE POV

As I lift Lisa's chin for her to look in my direction , I watch her features , analysing her beauty , these bruises can do nothing to change her beauty.

Gosh I'm doomed.

"Just tell me when you need a break okay" I said quietly , as she nodded in response , she didn't want to talk to me and that was okay.

I didn't deserve it anyways , I have hurt her and I'm guilty.

I just can't stop looking at her beautiful features , I was about to open the lid for the cream until I looked into Lisa's eyes , she thought I was occupied so she sneakingly took a glance at me , I felt her eyes on me , as soon as I looked back at her she closed her eyes again.

Fuck I couldn't do this.

I pulled her nape and crushed my lips onto hers , all my emotions , were thrown into that kiss. My kiss was telling her I cared about her , I moved my tongue into her mouth gently licking against her tongue as she responded to my kiss whilst using her hands to lean on the bed.

I groaned in her mouth , wanting more , I kissed her like my life depended on it , I do care about you , you mean a lot to me. I moved my hand from the back of her neck and placed it on her jaw , using my thumb to gently stroke her chin.

Then she removed her lips from me whilst we both breathed hard.

We didn't address this kiss , I just began putting the cream on her even though my heart was racing, if this was before , Lisa would of had me on her bed and I would of been naked by now.

I've hurt Lisa , she stopped kissing me. Gosh I'm gonna make it up to her. I really know what it's like to lose her now and I'm not ready to deal with that.

Lisa went through every bruise without complaining she probably wanted me to finish quicker.

Her eyes gazed onto me watching me concentrate on her face , fuck I had to kiss her after I just told her 2 weeks ago that it was wrong.

I initiated this kiss and I kissed her like my life depended on it.

"All done" I said quietly and Lisa snapped out of her staring session she just had at me.

She nodded "thanks" she said quietly , whilst looking down.

I stood up and walked out without even saying another word.

My lips were still buzzing , gosh I want to kiss her again , I should of kissed her again after I finished putting cream on her.

My heart feels so heavy , tonight was different , Lisa is the reason why I no longer wanted to get revenge on Marco.

If I didn't get revenge on Marco then I'd just have trouble at my door step , when I say this I mean by half of his men harassing me for leaving him , OR Marco physically and mentally abusing me.

Either way I was in deep shit , just for Lisa , if I hurt Marco she'd really be alone. I know that he hurt her today and I don't know what Lisa said to him.

I just know I want her somewhere safe , away from HIM and possibly me for bringing her into all this bullshit.

I walk into my room to see Marco waiting for me.

"Is Lisa okay?" He says concerned or pretending to be.

"You told me yesterday you want children with me and you was mad when I said no , THEN you proceed to punch your daughter until she's unconscious" I stated through gritted teeth and my fist clenching.