Chapter Nineteen

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A/N there may or may not be a sex scene doesn't matter just read

John's pov

We drove in silence I wanted to ask her a whole bunch of questions but I know how Melanie is I'm surprised she didn't try killing me with her words. She's famous for doing stuff like that she wants people to suffer with her hurtful words when she's upset. We pulled up in her parents drive thru  she was rushing to take her seatbelt off and grabbing her bag opening the car door tempting to get out but I pulled her back making her close the door.

"Can I get a kiss goodbye ? Or just a simple I hate you I never want to see you again kiss goodbye" I said rubbing her arm

"Why ?" She said with an attitude

"Because I'm going to miss you babygirl" I said letting her arm go and holding her hand

"So"

"You know what Mel put your fucking seat belt back on I got something for your ass" I said pulling out her parents drive thru she looked at me like she was scared she needed to be Because I got something for her.

Melanies pov

I watched him start the car the only thing I was thinking at that moment was Chris and what he tried to do and what he actually did I crossed my legs and pulled out my phone and texted Destiny she doesn't know that I know and her and Chris and I want to keep it that way until one she either tells or two she pisses me off. We pulled up to John's house, he got out the car and walked over to my side I watched him smile as he forced my door open he grabbed by my arm and dragged me out the car.

"My-my stuff" I said looking at him crazy

He didn't answer me he just kept walking fast and pulling me to his front door. If this nigga puts his hands on me I swear to God I'm fighting back, I'm tired of niggas putting they hands on me shit I'm not doing it anymore. He pulled me in front of him and pushed me into the house.

"What the Fuck is wrong with you ?" I yelled

"Your what a wrong with me" he said walking up to me

"What are you talking about-" before I could even finish my sentence he pushed me up against the wall and held down my wrist and kissed me

"Get-off-of-me" I yelled in between kisses

"Shut up" he yelled he pulled me by my wrist and dragged me up the stairs into his room.

"John if your going to put your hands on me I'm just letting you know I fights niggas sometimes I'm not scared of you-"

"SHUT UP" he yelled pushing me on the bed and getting on top of me taking my shirt, pants and underwear off

"JOHN STOP YOUR NOT GOING TO FORCE YOURSELF IN ME JOHN GET OFF OF ME " I said kicking and yelling

"Shut the hell up, your not listening to me anymore this might just be the only way now let me do me and what I gotta do"

"I'll listen John I'm not going to ignore you"

"To late"

"So what are you about to do rape me ????" I yelled

"Is that what you want ?" He said looking me dead in my eyes

"I want you to get off of me" I screamed

"I want to show you what happens when you ignore me and act like I can't kiss you or touch you or call you my baby and act like I don't love you after I apologized endlessly so SHUT THE FUCK UP and let me show you what happens" he said holding my mouth I'm not going to lie I like this side of John it's rough and mean and I like that.

He forced my arms down and held up one of my legs and forced his penis inside me. I wanted to let out moans but I didn't want to show him that much satisfaction, he looked at me and I knew he knew I liked it so he went faster and hard and deeper I couldn't help but let out moans. I looked at him as he smiled and went faster

"John p-p-please s-stop" I said grabbing the sheets he ignored me and went harder

"John p-p-p-please"

"Did you learn you lesson ?" He said slowing down a little

"Yes, oh my goodness yes I did" I said trying to catch my breath

"Shut up I don't believe you" he said getting off of me and forcing me on my stomach "you forgive me ?" He asked kissing my neck

"Yess John yess I forgive you"

"I don't believe you" he said pushing me down and grabbing my hair and going fast and hard

"Johnnn" I moaned out

Eventually he bust his nut and got tired and got off of me and laid next to me I swear he was at it for an hour he was making sure I learned my lesson.

"You going to listen to me for now on ?" He said smiling and laughing

"Yes" I said laughing pushing his arm.

I fell asleep forgetting the whole situation

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