my abusive life.....

The Beginning

It was an chilly day, I could feel the wind blowing through my hair as I walked on the sidewalk making my way to my bestfriend John's house.

I knock on the door but no one answered I rang the doorbell but still no one opened the door. Then I remembered he told me he'll meet me at my house how could I forget that ?? I closed his screen door then practically ran down the stairs and walked back to my house but he pulled up beside me in his car

"Aye curly hair lemme holla at you real quick" he yelled out the window

"Pleaseeeeee you can't handle all this hair plus I gotta big personality mixed with emotions you don't want this" I said flipping my hair

"Oh hah see I can handle that but can you handle this dic-"

"JOHN!!" I yelled cutting him off

He laughed and told me to get in the car. I walked over to the car and got in we drove to school singing August Alsina- Kissin on my tattoos. I turned and looked at him he was feeling the song he turned to me and said

"I don't want nobody but youuuu Kissin on my tattoos and I don't want nobody but me talking to you until you fall asleep"

I laughed and kept singing I turned my head as I watched him turn the radio down

"Nie Nie I'm serious"

"John what are you talking about?" I said sounding careless

"Mel I really like you but I don't know what's stopping me from asking you out"

"John you know I have a boyfriend I just can't do that"

He looked at me then looked at the road and turned the music back up. I always knew John had a crush on me ever since we we're 5 he always has his way of showing me but not showing me I hope that's understandable cause that's literally how it was. But John is my bestfriend I love him to pieces but I just can't ruin my relationship with my boyfriend and our bestfriend relationship I love Chris.

Or so I thought.