I'm Not Leaving

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Johns pov

"Guys would you mind if me and Mel have some time to ourselves please I need to get somethings off my chest"

"Sure Mel give me your blankets" her dad said reaching for the blankets

Everyone leaves the room I looked at her while she's on her phone forcing herself not to look at me.

"Melanie can you look at me please ?" I said sitting on her bed

"Why ?" She snapped

"Because Mel I need to talk to you please look at me Melanie" I said rubbing her knee but she pushed my hand away

"John you got me pregnant I'm having a damn kid John a damn baby I'm not ready for a damn kid I didn't want kids until I was thirty something or married John how could you do this too me ?" She yelled

"Melanie stop playing victim I'm part of this too" I said standing up

"JOHN HOW COULD YOU FUCKING SAY THAT ?? IM NOT PLAYING VICTIM IM PLAYING PREGNANT IM PLAYING HURT IM PLAYING LIKE MY LIFE IS OVER IM NOT EVEN CLOSE TO PLAYING VICTIM" she yelled

"STOP YELLING AT ME, AND FUCKING TALK TO ME MELANIE IM NOT HERE TO HURT YOU IM HERE TO LOVE YOU AND MY DAMN KID MEL STOP IT IM NOT HURTING YOU OR LEAVING YOU MEL IM NOT YOUR DAD OR NOT THAT BITCH ASS NIGGA CHRIS IM NOT LEAVING YOU IM NOT GOING TO HURT YOU OR DECEIVE YOU OKAY ?? I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH FOR THAT MEL IM NOT LEAVING MY CHILD OR YOU.. AND YOU CAN LIKE IT OR NOT I DON'T CARE IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THAT OR NOT  IM NOT GOING NO DAMN WHERE GIRL NOW STOP IT I KNOW THAT IS WHAT YOUR THINKING STOP FUCKING THINKING LIKE THAT I FUCKING LOVE YOU OKAY MEL ?" I yelled

"Shut up John I'm tried of this" she said crying

"Tired of what Mel ?" I said wiping her face

"Arguing" she said finally letting me touch her

"I know bae I'm tired of doing this arguing shit too but look we going make this work okay ?? I'm not leaving so you might as well scoot your cute ass over and let me cuddle with you until you feel like throwing up again cause you know I hate throw up" I said laughing

"Shut up I'm not going to throw up on you boy"  she said laughing

"I love you" I said rubbing my fingers through her hair

"I love you moree" she said reaching for a kiss

I kissed her and turned on her favorite movie Cat In The Hat I went downstairs and filled a cup with ice and went back upstairs and poured ginger-ale into it I love my baby girl I'm glad I got her back.

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