my abusive life.....

Damn

John's pov

I blew up Melanies phone all day and all night she just won't talk to me but I really can careless Fuck Mel she need to get her shit and get the Fuck out my life... Okay I lied I need her I just want to hold her again I didn't lose my girlfriend I lost my damn bestfriend because once again Chris. I hate his bitch ass he caused me too lose my baby girl I need her back soo fucking bad.

Melanies pov

Me: John I'm on my way to get my stuff

John: okay

"Ri how am I going to tell him ?"

"You better tell him Melanie I'm serious"

"I am Rita but I'm scared"

"You want me to go in with you ?"

"Noooooooo no noo"

"Alright then get your ass in that house"

"Hold up we already here ??"

"MELANIE GET OUT" she said

"Okay fine damn"

I got out the car it's amazing how fast we got to his house I was about to knock on the door but he opened it before I could even think about knocking

"Hey" he said half smiling

"Hi" I said waving

He open the door wide enough so I can come in

"Um your stuff is over there you want some ginger ale"

"Yes please"

"Mel can you please have at least five minutes to talk please"

"I'm counting"

"Mel I need you okay I need you here Melanie please just talk to me" he said begging

"We are talking John"

"Melanie I want to talk without the smart mouth and the damn attitude"

"I dont have an attitude John let's talk like you want we are talking" I yelled

"What the Fuck is your damn problem Melanie" he yelled

"My abusive ex boyfriend would beat my ass if he knew I was over here because I'm Soooo in love with him remember" I screamed

"Melanie I don't want to fight and argue with you why can't you understand that god damn Melanie" he yelled

"John what the hell do you want to talk about ?"

"I want to talk about us Melanie"

"There is no damn us John get that through your damn head you fucked that up for your damn self John" I screamed

"MELANIE I FUCKING LOVE YOU PLEASE STOP ACTING LIKE YOU DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT ME MELANIE YOU REALLY STARTING TO IRRITATE THE SHIT OUT OF ME MAYBE YOU NEED TO BE WITH CHRIS BITCH ASS AND DON'T COME CRYING TO ME WHEN HE BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF YOUR ASS DUMMY" he yelled

"I FUCKING HATE YOUR ASS OH MY GOD JOHN I WISH I NEVER MET YOU I WISH WE WERE NEVER FUCKING BESTFRIENDS I WISH YOU WOULD JUST GET THE FUCK OUT MY DAMN LIFE" I screamed

"FINE I WISH THE SAME DAMN THING I HATE YOU MORE FUCK YOU MELANIE JUST GET THE FUCK OUT MY DAMN HOUSE BEING WITH YOU WAS A DAMN MISTAKE BE WITH CHRIS BITCH ASS" he screamed

"FINE" I yelled

I grabbed my stuff and walked towards the door I wanted to cry my eyes out but then I remembered something

"Oh yeah um by the way I'm pregnant" I said crying and slamming the door I walked over to the car and threw my stuff in the back seat I sat there and cried

"Rita fucking go drive I never want to be around him or this area again"

"Okay geez but did you tell him ?"

"Yes" I cried "I wish I didn't tell him the way I said it though"

"Aw Mel baby it's going to be okay know you just have to tell mommy and dad"

I rolled my eyes and cried some. more either this baby is a blessing or a curse cause so far everything is just ugh.

John's pov

I-i-I'm going to be a daddy I can't believe this and now Melanie hates my damn guts man I sure do know how to Fuck shit up.