my abusive life.....

Chapter Thirteen

John's pov

"Melanie why do you- your such a smart girl why do you keep- why did you go over his house in the first place ??" I said driving but focusing on her

"long story" she said with disgust

"Melanie if we are going to be in this relationship ima need you to tell me why'd you went to his house" I said Stoll driving but focusing on her

"Okay if you must know after we left the hospital- wait hol up relationship ??" She said confused

"Oh you ain't know ? You've been my baby for the longest, you've been my baby ever since Mathew you ain't know ??" I said smiling

"No no I didn't" she said laughing

"Now baby tell me why you was over Chris house" I said seriously so she know a nigga wasn't playing

"because my dad is back" she said sound like she couldn't wait to get it out like she needa a chance to know her father is back. Like it was a wake up call.

I stopped my brakes in the middle of the road and looked at her.

"When Did he get back ?" I asked sounding worried

"The day Chris turned me into his punching bag wait no that's like everyday I gotta be more detailed okay well that day when I had to go to the hospital you and Destiny took me speaking of Destiny where the fruit in the fly she been ?" She said switching her voice from happy to sad to I don't know what.

"Melanie your not going home you can't go home baby"

"John stop" she said crying

"You can't Melanie you can't and you won't I don't care what anybody says he put you in the hospital almost every night Mel I'm not- no your not Mel your not" I said wiping her tears but she just kept on crying

"John please stop" she said crying

"He put you in the hospital more then Mathew and Chris" I said before thought about what I was going to say next  I stopped before I realized what I had said I looked at her as she looked at me with pain and hurt and tears.

"Melanie I didn't mean to say that I'm dumb I say dumb shit you know that-"

"shut the fuck up John..... What am I a joke to you ?? You don't Care about me I'm just a big Ass joke to you huh John ???" She said getting out the car

"Shut the fuck up Melanie you know I love your ass you know I speak before I think Melanie you know that stop being like that your not close to a fucking joke your fucking amazing your the best thing that ever happened to me since we were five Melanie every damn girlfriend I had I thought about your beautiful ass shit I think I might be in love with your Ass don't ever in your fucking life tell me I don't care about you or I take you as a damn joke you my damn baby your mine ill let everybody fucking now Melanie Maurice Wright is my damn woman you won my fucking heart now get your Ass in this car and let's go" I said breathing hard I can't believe I just told my crush for practically my whole life how I felt.

I watched her as she got in the car. I got in the car we drove in complete silence I hope I didn't shock her but that's how I feel like I really feel like this is my woman I don't need her in my life I want her in my life I deserve her crazy ass. We pulled up at my house my parents weren't home, I knew Melanie wasn't down with the whole sex thing I knew she was still a virgin being a virgin is important to Maurice, anyway we pulled up to the house I got out the car and grabbed her suitcase and walked to the door and unlocked it. I took her suitcase and stuff upstairs in my room I turned around and she was standing there. She walked over to me and kissed me, I swear this kiss was like those kisses they do on a movie when they are about to have sex. It was like she touched my lips besides kissing them. I could tell she was getting into it because before I knew it we were on the bed.